Deaths sweet embrace has grabbed yet another young soul last night... It's the 2nd death in 3 days around me... Not directly related to me but close to the people that knew them well... Life is so short and we don't always do what makes us happy or tell people enough that we love them...
Today is surreal... I'm in a fog... In a funk... Read More
Well Monday my account is up for renewal and because of my financial situation I can't afford it at the moment so I am going to have to let it expire for a little bit... Trust me I will be back and I love you all!!! And if you would like to stay in touch you can reach me on kik, Instagram or snapchat @dystructodave...... Read More
Past couple days have been interesting... I am awake right now after 3 hours of sleep and I can't seem to get back to it... My pictures came in today, waiting on 3 frames to come hopefully today so I can get paid for my orders... All of the pictures were taken from my birthday trip to Oregon and Washington... It's been exactly one month... Read More
Slipped on the ice at work today... Still unsure if It actually caused any issues with my back yet or not... Guess I will know tomorrow...
I felt tonight... Not good feeling at first, loneliness, depression... But then was reminded by something I read to keep looking forward without fear... So that's what I will do!
I'm way too young to have back pain like I do. I hope you're alright. Try to stay positive.. it's not easy at first but fear is the root of all evil, never give into it's lies xx
In a very weird mood tonight... I'm not happy, not sad... Honestly don't feel at all... Could be Meds for my back fucking with me or maybe it's the realization that it doesn't matter how you feel... No one else will ever feel the same... Because they can't... They have their own feelings and perceptions on things... What is my purpose?! This question lingers deep... Read More
I would bet it's a combination of meds, bad weather and loneliness......
I promise you that you are loved and people are constantly thinking of you and sending good vibes your way! What I REALLY think you and I both need is an entire weekend snuggled up in a warm cozy bed watching movies that we have already seen a thousand times but watching them for the first time together....
Now would be a great time for that first kiss.... I'm sorry I'm so far away.
Chin up handsome! The glass is half full. The sun WILL shine again..... And the sweets are never as sweet without the sour
Why must my back cause me so much pain for actually trying to spend time with my boys?! Sigh... It's frustrating at times to feel like I can't do the things I want.... I know it's surgical pain holding me back and it's only been a little over a week but I want to be able to spend time with my boys without hurting damn... Read More
I hope YOU have a good weekend. Sorry to hear about your back, it's the worst pain to deal with I think. Things will get better, it's a roller coaster so it has to get better at some point
i totally understand the pain thing. my back is all fucked up, i have massive problems because of my knee. Even though surgery healed it from dislocating, I still am quite limited. Oh well. Shit happens. Carry on.