bad_a_dave

So I am on probation from work... I pissed hot on a drug test because of my hydrocodone I take for my back and until I can provide the drug test company with a copy of my prescription tomorrow morning... We shall see... Hoping I don't lose my job! I swear shit just keeps getting worse and worse! Sigh... C'est la vie!

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username63417:

*Tennessee

Apr 11, 2013

jackrabbit_:

Oh sweets, I'm sorry. You do have a script, so I don't see why you'd lose your job. *hugs* <3

Apr 11, 2013

I lay in this bed alone... Which is nothing new... However.. I stare at the ceiling wishing this pain would go away... I know it will with time... The wait... The wait to be pain free... The wait to find that someone that will be there for me through my toughest of situations... It's funny how many people say they wish they couldn't be there...
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username63417:

I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I hope things get better soon! xoxo

Apr 10, 2013

surreal______:

Sorry you're feeling down, hope things get better soon! <3

Apr 11, 2013

Work yesterday killed me... My back is still hurting from it...

In other news... This is the 3rd night in a row I've woken up at 3 am on the dot... Not sure why...

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username63417:

"What" and "why" depend on the things you have going on in your life. 3am is typically a time of influence.

Apr 10, 2013

kelpie_:

hahaha no I don't believe in ghosts. Just sounded like something like a ghost movie.

Apr 10, 2013

Went in to work today... For 2 hours... Now I'm hurting... A lot... I need to not be so stubborn and try to push myself so hard...

I really need to stop letting my emotions control me... I need to stop being such a optimist and be more of a realist... I notice things but decide to not pay attention to them because I hope...
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username63417:

Take things slowly and feel better soon!

Apr 8, 2013

zombiebacon:

If you don't be careful, they'll have to put that hardware back in your back. Don't stress yourself to hard. Take time to heal.

Apr 9, 2013

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xenah:

be safe!

Apr 7, 2013

kelpie_:

Glad you are feeling okay! Give little Fin a kiss for me!

Apr 7, 2013

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jackrabbit_:

Good looking group of guys! I'm really glad the surgery went well love

Apr 5, 2013

henika:

Glad everything is ok!

Have a gr8 weekend too!

Apr 6, 2013

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surreal______:

Looking good...hope your weekend goes well.

Apr 5, 2013

bad_a_dave:

I'm home now... Finally!!!!

Apr 5, 2013

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surreal______:

Good luck!!

Apr 4, 2013

blu:

Good luck <3 xx

Apr 4, 2013

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cinners:

Good luck babe........what's wrong with the beard???? I don't see it.

Apr 3, 2013

jackrabbit_:

Almost time!! I'll be thinking of you <3

Apr 3, 2013

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carousers_wench:

Best of luck!

Apr 2, 2013

sneetches:

Thank you <3

Apr 2, 2013

3 days... I seriously want to get it over with... The pain is so intense right now I just want it to be over with... I can't help the tears from forming... I want to lose all feeling in my left leg or something to happen so I can walk. I would walk with a Cane for the rest of my life if this pain...
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surreal______:

I'm so sorry to hear that.