bachelorette

so i have become a little bored with nursing and doing the night shift thing and all and i think i might enter cosmotology school which starts out here in february. the tattoo artist did one line wrong on my map of the middle east and he says in 2 weeks or so he can try to go over the black with a flesh coloured ink, or do this thing where they scab it over and then you pick the scab off. but i dont know if that will make it better or worse. i know 99% of people won't even know or notice and it is on the inside of the big toe side of my foot but I know and im such a perfectionist it bothers ME. I'm not sure what to do. any advice would be appreciated. another thing bugging me is my damn phone. it wont stop breaking up and dropping the signal and im not sure why. My parents have my older brother who doesnt even live at home and has his own apartment on it but they refuse to put me on it. oh, and 2 of my younger brothers fill out the 5. my dad is so sexist and he doesnt even realize it. He gets mad at ME when i point it out and since he has no defense he just says, "fine, i'm sexist." (Duh.) i'm the only girl out of 5 kids so i feel pretty depressed right now. i dont mind paying for my own phone if my brothers are too, but why are my parents paying for them to have a phone and not me? it makes me feel like i'm not as good as the males. what is this, China? (no offense to any ethnic chinese, i'm referring to the country's boy value versus girl value.) that pic is me depressed over these 3 things in my life.