I want to learn how to live without fear. I want close girlfriends. I've never had women in my life. If you pity me or think I'm pathetic then perhaps I've chosen the wrong site. Honesty is a fault of mine.
jeremydean:
I don't pity you, or think you're pathetic, for what you said. I think those are perfectly legitimate things to want in life. And in a way, I have similar wish about friends; I've had many female friends in my life. Wouldn't change that for the world, but I do feel the absence of male friends at times. I think that's changing now though. Perhaps you'll find what you're looking for here. I wish you luck, and welcome you to the Suicide Girls community. 
bachelorette:
thank you. i do wish i werent so dumb with the computer though. i cant figure how to get my picture up or how to im people...im so confused. i have to figure this out...