Day IDGAF:
Its been like a week since I posted. Went to a college party last weekend, I guess I had fun. Not sure what I went there for. I didn't drink. I suppose I was looking for a one night stand. That didn't work out.
I think I just want a relationship. I don't know what I'm looking for or what to do when I do find it though. It all just seems so hopeless at times. It's a catch-22. You are single for a while but looking for a relationship. You start to get depressed and feel unlovable. You stop trying and throw away any chance of pulling yourself out.
Well, I'm finally falling asleep now. I'm just at the point where I'm not sure if I want to wake up in the morning or not.
Its been like a week since I posted. Went to a college party last weekend, I guess I had fun. Not sure what I went there for. I didn't drink. I suppose I was looking for a one night stand. That didn't work out.
I think I just want a relationship. I don't know what I'm looking for or what to do when I do find it though. It all just seems so hopeless at times. It's a catch-22. You are single for a while but looking for a relationship. You start to get depressed and feel unlovable. You stop trying and throw away any chance of pulling yourself out.
Well, I'm finally falling asleep now. I'm just at the point where I'm not sure if I want to wake up in the morning or not.
Just sayin'. try it out. if anyone gives you shit - tell em issue sent you. i got yer back.