Something very interesting

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The noises you make during working out and also having sex are sometimes very similar. It made me feel awkward thinking of that! haha

almost_missed:
Haha my friend makes the best sound i usually end up rolling on the floor laughing literally.
b_tonnsen:
@almost_missed lol yeah? Thats funny! Glad I am not the only one who thinks that!

Looking up

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Looking up is like taking a deep breath. These past couple of months have been pretty hard. So much change and transition. Its very strange but it has been what i have wanted for so long. I don't miss anything about her. When breaking up though its like a stranger knows all your secrets and everything about you. I am so much happier now and...
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the holidays

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Are great when your a kid! When yours an adult though it a totally different story! Just because you know too much! However I am excited for my birthday on December 19th :) But I don't know what I want to do!

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b_tonnsen:
@jasegarza13 well I live in Missouri so paintball is probably out of the question because it is sooo cold! However laser tag does sounds fun :) I may have to do that! Good luck with the holidays :)
jasegarza13:
That sucks I am sorry.  Well what are you waiting for your birthday

Not in the mood today

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training someone at work... He's won't stop talking the the guy sitting on the other side of me! I do not have the patience a for this right now. They won't stop talking... I think they just like to hear their own voices! It's not gonna b my fault when u don't know how to do your job! Pay attention! Sorry had to rant!

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jasegarza13:
Oh well hopefully I can just make it through the next couple of holidays
b_tonnsen:
lol right! your telling me!

I am keeping the dog

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So it looks like I am keeping our dog while my ex keeps the two cats. But I am going to miss the cats so much :(

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b_tonnsen:
@bettejean yeah it does! Especially seeing then everyday! Did u are your ex get the cats while u were together?
b_tonnsen:
*and

Life

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Coming out if a four year relationship with three pets together is rough! But I've learned more about myself since the break up. It's so refreshing!

picking up the pieces

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After coming out of a four year relationship with a woman I believe as if i have learned so much about myself in the past three weeks.

One of them being that I have so much to offer this world and anyone who wants to take it on with me. I am such an honest positive person.. Being with someone who is constantly negative and...
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inshi:
A split up after such a long time is never easy. However, it seems like it is for the best. I can relate to the "onstantly negative and unhappy". If someone is like that for a very long time, you have to be honest to yourself and acknowledge, that you can't help this person. People who are constantly negative and / or depressive suck in your positive energy like a black hole. And not even light can escape a black hole. For these people, a positive change can come only from within, and friends and spouses can only aid that process. I know what I am talking about, because I was such a negative person for many years. My gf split up with me after several years because she realized that she couldn't help me and that she invested way too much energy. A few years after that, I entered a relationship where she was in a constant downward spiral. And nothing I would say could reach her or change anything. When I realized that, I knew I had to end this relationship for my own sake. Sorry for my jabber. ^_^  Your blog just reminded me of that situations I've been in.
b_tonnsen:
@inshi no I totally agree with you! Thanks for your support it means a lot! :) I am in a much better place no that we are no together! 

Today

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Today is the start of a new day and the end of a memory. Lets just live for today.