I've never shared this before. Why am I sharing this now? No idea, sleepless nights fuck my mind up
The Mason
As I walk into this desolate place
I feel the sunshine upon my face
This box, this cage, has its grip
I will not let it choke me down
Reaching out to the unknown
I feel the pieces on the ground
I must rebuild, to achieve the next level
This pain is all around; know that it will not last
With our happiness buried beneath the ground
Wanting to be something that will not pass.
This cannot expire, I will not let it
Fixing, rebuilding, the tower which has fallen.
Stood so proud & tall once before
Now a pile of rubble on the floor
The mortar has become so brittle
Tired and worn, lose in the middle.
Strategic moves will see me through
Love & laughter which I once knew
It is still there amongst the debris
Waiting, wanting, to be set free.
If I am not the builder, then the destroyer I must be
A wreaking ball for all to see
I do not want this, nor do I ask to feel this
But breaking this, is what is breaking me.
Lift me up to a higher place
Let me feel your loving embrace
Help me to guide us to achieve the next level
With you aiding me in climbing the unknown ground.
Sympathy is what we require
Sunshine to the light the ground all around
With its warming color and soothing absence of sound.
Dismay the darkness we once knew
Shun the negative spite
Through and through
Destroy the demon that brought me here
Let me wipe away your tears
Fill you with more love than you thought you knew
Eternity awaits us
Let us pass through