Music: silence
time: 12:18 am
Life has been a little turned around right now. A whirl wind of self doubt and anxiety. Its even affect my self esteem to a degree. I don't even feel like having sex, which is an odd thing in my life, or even playing records. All I seem to be focused or obsessed about is making something of myself. Worried that I will never succeed.
When I left Memphis I pretty much turned my nose up and gave the whole city thefinger as I was saying I would never be back. Now I am here and sometimes I miss the comfortable atmosphere of the south. I honestly think its everyone telling me I would be backand I would fall flat on my face that is pushing me soo hard.
Autumn and I have been here 6 months and it still doesn't feel like home yet..............
Maybe I have been brain washed to think I am no good....Thanks everyone that made that possible and fuck you too.
If it wasn't for Autty and Linus I would probably be...............
who knows honestly. I love both of you.
time: 12:18 am
Life has been a little turned around right now. A whirl wind of self doubt and anxiety. Its even affect my self esteem to a degree. I don't even feel like having sex, which is an odd thing in my life, or even playing records. All I seem to be focused or obsessed about is making something of myself. Worried that I will never succeed.
When I left Memphis I pretty much turned my nose up and gave the whole city thefinger as I was saying I would never be back. Now I am here and sometimes I miss the comfortable atmosphere of the south. I honestly think its everyone telling me I would be backand I would fall flat on my face that is pushing me soo hard.
Autumn and I have been here 6 months and it still doesn't feel like home yet..............
Maybe I have been brain washed to think I am no good....Thanks everyone that made that possible and fuck you too.
If it wasn't for Autty and Linus I would probably be...............
who knows honestly. I love both of you.
