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Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You...
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ever feel like someone is forcing your hand?

I may not have a choice in buying Sniffer if I want to continue riding/racing. Amber is now being used by another girl, and only one of us can safely compete with her, since she's so ancient. I don't want to give this up, but I don't want to keep another girl from riding too.


Well, I...
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Baby, it's cold outside. the mac laptop is such an optimist, it's sick. It swears it's 33 degrees outside and sunny. The reality is it's 19 degrees, with gusting winds and huge piles of snow falling out of the sky. What a bitch.

I want to bake, I want to make chocolate chip muffins, but the reality is I'm so not motivated enough to do...
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how is it, you wait for something for so long, wanting it to be here, and when it finally is, you're almost too afraid to act on it? what the hell is up with that? anyone?

So here's the deal. Hubby has asked me to curb spending and conserve money for the next month, in order to be able to pay for expenses in a trail period for Sniffer (the horse). His board is 100, and I am required to insure him during that time, which is a 100 as well, and I want a vet check done on him, which...
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I have the bestest hubby ever. I mean E.V.E.R.

I can't tell if he's being sincere or leading me on. He encourages me to go ride, agrees to go look at tack, and asks if I've gone to ride Sniffer yet, as though he's considering really letting me get him. If I do 3 spas a month, I could make his payment and pay his board, and probably have money left over.

Well, I'm...
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It's been a bad morning.

Boz somehow managed to get her oh so tight collar stuck in jaws, and it took me 10 minutes to be able to get if off of her, because kitties panic like no one's business.

Finn just threw up, and Will is mad at him, even though it probably could have been avoided if he'd been fed an hour ago....
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16.458 seconds. I was beat by one man, and hubby is considering buying me his horse. It's been a good morning.

I feel like the worst mommy ever. Bozzy got spayed this morning, and she's such a miserable kitty! My poor little girl! She's locked in the bathroom with her cuddler, passed out in it.

Busy day, hubby's car was dead, so I was his driver. It was miserable on both counts. He hates how I drive, I hate how he backseat drives.

Amber busted my...
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