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Ugh. Lots to do today. In an hour. I should really be showering and doing important things like that... but instead here I am. Lying around on the internet. Oh well.

Going to clean out my monster of a car today, like vaccuum it and everything. Maybe this time I'll keep it nice and clean. Mayyyybeee.

Last night LaRissa and I went to see Silent Hill. It was ok. I don't know how she enjoyed it, because Riss hasn't seen the video games at all, so I don't know if some things were confusing to her or not. For example, there are periods where the movie goes completely dark, when the 'darkness' comes, and also where there would be LOADING SCREENS in the video game. Something I appreciated, but I think may have been lost on her.

Generally the movie was good but sort of lame.

I really want to buy a sewing machine, I haven't decided yet though. I really need to take money out of my bank account and start my savings for my house. My mom and I drove by the house I want and she got kinda shitty about it. The yard is kind of a mess, landscaping-wise, and they could probably drop the price a few thousand from what they have. She just kept saying 'OH NO' over and over again. I was like, calm down! jesus its' just a little work.

We've spent too much time together lately, I think. She is starting to drive me crazy and she's starting to get uppity and moody - just like the old days when we couldn't stand each other. I realize this is probably just her coping with stress so I'm giving her a lot of room to act the way she is. She starts chemo tomarrow so she'll be sick as crap and then hopefully a little better to all of us around her. That isn't meant to be as cruel as it looks, but I guess you really have to understand how she works... this doesn't mean I don't love her.


Uhm. Shower.