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i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it.
(anywhere i go, my dear; and whatever is done only by me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful your are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has...
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rosaleigh:
I love you honey.
boogieman0330:
Hey there you. Happy thanksgiving
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i really don't want to leave the house today.
but i have to.
so exhausted.

i love my puppy, she is so sweet.
i miss the gentleman.
but he's gonna be home soon so that's ok.

just gonna keep on truckin. soon enough there will be time for rest, right?

yes, like when i'm dead.
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day 2 of being up too early. then i have this awkward amount of time where it's not enough to actually get something done but just enough to make me feel guilty for wasting it on the internet. ugh.
ikapoz:
There is no such thing as wasting time on the internet. Thats like saying wasting time playing with yourself.
boogieman0330:
w00t! See you on Saturday! biggrin
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rosaleigh:
LOL I totes just showed that to yer bawwfreend.
ikapoz:
Im not sure which one of you looks more awkward. Deciding would be like trying to divide by zero.
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boy comes back soon! yayayayayayayayay!

yay!
rosaleigh:
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!
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this place was a lot of fun - but i think i'm ready for a change. find me elsewhere.
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pigatto:
she does but I dont'... =/


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shadowslightness:
Aww, but I just got to be your friend. frown

Hopefully I'll be seeing you on my next trip to the great midwest. smile
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Lets just put this out there. Although explaining it may not help how idiotic it sounds, it'll probably make me feel better.

I met Jeremy when I was 18 when I started at the school district. While neither of us talked about it then, it was pretty awesome. We connected immediately. We confided in each other, hung out at work together, and he even drove...
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boogieman0330:
Keep it going and follow your plan. You have it set to get what you want, keep going.
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it hurts so much. i can't sleep, i can't eat.
but i know now that he won't come back.

its just hard to see him already moved on.
when did you stop loving me?
no response. i will always CARE about you. i will TREASURE THE TIME WE HAD.
those are not answers.
i don't want to HATE YOU and that is the first time...
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boogieman0330:
Wow girl you sound really down. I know we're not super friends but if you want to talk I ama good listener. Keep your chin up, there is still a lot of life out there.
jenautica:
Hang in there sweatpea! It can't hurt forever.
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coming home to nobody.
convincing myself not to look forward to seeing him when i leave and come home.
he's not coming back.
but maybe he is?
he isn't.
all his stuff is in bags and boxes that i put there.
mom wanted to put his clothes in the garage.
have a little heart.
i don't know what this will be like.
i can't be...
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rosaleigh:
it's okay to feel like you do right now. You will for a while, but you're right--you ARE strong enough. You know that, we know that. smile friends is a bad idea for a looong time. You need to get angry, and he needs to grow up. After everything blows over, maybe friends.
just don't let yourself wait for him, it'll only hurt you more.

I love you. chin up.
shadowslightness:
I empathize. frown

It's so hard. All those feelings can drive you mad when you have to face them on your own.

Things will get easier with time. If there's anything I can do...