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azhben

omaha, nebraska

Member Since 2006

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Saturday Mar 25, 2006

Mar 25, 2006
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I'm not sure if I'll keep this up - I just deleted anything I could that reminded the internet I still exist. Now if only I could find away of stealthing that way through the next few months - or until the dust settles.

I found out yesterday that my mom has cancer in her neck. Spent 4 hours or so in a waiting room while she got a biopsy taken of the tumours that have formed. This is entirely too scary, but until today I've been dealing with things quite well.

It's hard to think that just a week ago I was drinking and laughing with my mom and friends at kareoke, without all this worry and spite.

I suppose I should stick to whats normal, and keep repeating my goals to myself. Save money. Get a house. Finish my tattoo. Plan more tattoos. Have fun.

Anyway - I'm very excited to be here! I've been a fan of SG for a long time, and I finally had the money to splooge on getting an account! If I wasn't hungry for ink before, I most definitely am now.
I had a long talk with my cousin about how SG rocks and how very awesome it is to have alternative role models (or just models in general) who aren't the Paris Hilton-weirdo-cracked out chicks. <3

matt87:
welcome!!! love
Mar 25, 2006
allychanchan:
You mentioned me! <3
Mar 28, 2006

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