ayurvedium

"Bah, humbug!" No, that's too strong
'Cause it is my favorite holiday
But all this year's been a busy blur
Don't think I have the energy

To add to my already mad rush
Just 'cause it's 'tis the season.
The perfect gift for me would be
Completions and connections left from

Last year, ski shop,
Encounter, most interesting.
Had her number but never the time...
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hope everybody's ringing on their own bell this fine morning
hope everyone's connected to that long-distance phone

old man--he's a mountain
old man--he's an island, too, but
old man--he's a-waking, saying
"i'm gonna to call,
call all my children home''

hope everybody's dancing to their own drum this fine morning
the beat of distant africa or a polish factory town
old man--he's calling for his...
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fyi: i love fruitcake. just thought i would share that.

i am gonna be in chicago after new year's. can anyone suggest a good ink artist there?

:::listening to pachelbel:::

ahem! suicidegrrls & bois, i wish all of you the warmest, happiest and safest of thanksgiving holidays!

it is now technically & politically correct to start playing the soundtrack from a charlie brown christmas.

xxxooo

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
You, it's you and me.

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Is there...
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at home and bored on a saturday night?

try this:

watch fight club, then watch hbo's real sex (the sg ep) back to back.

what an extravaganza!

and remember, as mr. durden said so succinctly: "the first rule of fight club is-- you do not talk about suicide grrls."

am i the only suicide boi? grrl? person? who has not seen donny darko?

trent wrote this, then johnny cash covered it:

I hurt myself today
To see if i still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But i remember everything
What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end
You could have...
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in the mail!

today!

yay!

my sg stickers arrived!

now they will mysteriously find their way onto highly visible and largely inappropriate venues.

i love this song from sophie b. hawkins' cd, whaler:

It felt like spring time on this February morning
In a courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away...
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i am an addict in recovery. as part of my recovery, i had to write a "goodbye" letter to my addiction:


I remember our first date. It was a blind date, really, in the sense that I didn't know that we were going to hook up. Someone introduced me to you at a party, an "after rehearsal party." I was a freshman at the University...
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