awryx

EVERYONE - thank you so much for wishing me luck and everything.

It really means a lot.

I did get the job for sure now. Just need to go in for training.

School stuff. You know how all of this was dumped on me in a 2-day exhausting time period? Well it got worse. I don't have financial aid.
I did file it before yep, and now they're saying they're missing some things, and I can't even get a state grant. I could probably still take out a loan on my own, but I do not know how I'm gonna pay for it. Usually I get money from the state - if I take out a loan, it'd be 5,000 bucks. For one semester.

My mom's been so happy for me. And all she wants is to see me go to school. All I want is to go to school. But it's just... getting to the point where I can't sleep, eat, and I'm just so worried that it's not working. I'm doing everything I can before class starts Monday. 2 days is not enough for anything. Really.

And it's just realllly upsetting right now.

Hope you all are doing way better than me.