mmmmmmm.......the girl with the long blonde hair just left my house an hour or so ago......
this is my last week here and I'm lucky enough to have the place to myself.
I said my goodbyes to my longest know friend Alex. She's off to University today, so last night a few of us went out for coffee just enjoying the time, and of coarse reliving a few memories.
Other than having to say goodbye to such a good friend last was fucking incredible.
The girl with the long blonde hair as I mentioned slept over, though we didn't sleep all that much.
I found out that she scratches and bites though.....for those who do not know (and nobody does) those two things are a huge turn on.
they just seem to make the sex so much better.
we were going for just under two hours and it was so amazing.
the only problem is (though she seemed not to find it at all worrisome) that when we started I had a condom on............but
but when we finished it wasn't just not on me, it can't be found.
I'm not fucking kidding at all, we have no idea where it went and that fucking freaks me out.
She went to the washroom to check herself but apparently it's not there so I'm at a loss.
I'm just really concerned. shit like this really freaks me out. I really fucking don't want to get anyone pregnant...........at least not for a long long time now.
but she didn't seem to concerned at all. I mentioned that maybe we should go down to the clinic downtown together and get a couple morning after pills but she didn't seem all that interested.
AAAH fuck. the more i talk about the more i think about it......now i'm really fucking freaked out.
I doubt anyone reads my journal.....but you do please help me...........advice!!!!! consoling! whatever!
i just need someone to talk to, I can't talk to my friends because they don't know about myself and the girl with the long blonde hair.....they only think we're friends..
so i could really use someone........anyone to talk to.
this is my last week here and I'm lucky enough to have the place to myself.
I said my goodbyes to my longest know friend Alex. She's off to University today, so last night a few of us went out for coffee just enjoying the time, and of coarse reliving a few memories.
Other than having to say goodbye to such a good friend last was fucking incredible.
The girl with the long blonde hair as I mentioned slept over, though we didn't sleep all that much.
I found out that she scratches and bites though.....for those who do not know (and nobody does) those two things are a huge turn on.
they just seem to make the sex so much better.
we were going for just under two hours and it was so amazing.
the only problem is (though she seemed not to find it at all worrisome) that when we started I had a condom on............but
but when we finished it wasn't just not on me, it can't be found.
I'm not fucking kidding at all, we have no idea where it went and that fucking freaks me out.
She went to the washroom to check herself but apparently it's not there so I'm at a loss.
I'm just really concerned. shit like this really freaks me out. I really fucking don't want to get anyone pregnant...........at least not for a long long time now.
but she didn't seem to concerned at all. I mentioned that maybe we should go down to the clinic downtown together and get a couple morning after pills but she didn't seem all that interested.
AAAH fuck. the more i talk about the more i think about it......now i'm really fucking freaked out.
I doubt anyone reads my journal.....but you do please help me...........advice!!!!! consoling! whatever!
i just need someone to talk to, I can't talk to my friends because they don't know about myself and the girl with the long blonde hair.....they only think we're friends..
so i could really use someone........anyone to talk to.
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and im all for the biting and scratching too. when my ex and i were making out hed end a hot kiss by biting my lower lip. it was amazing.
anyways..this girl...shes not too concerned..at least you are. maybe ya gotta push her to lookout for herself more.?? i dunno...
and now the pregnancy thing. the scary as hell pregnancy thing. that brings back memories...
ok if she aint gonna do the clinic thing, which would be smart, you should always prepare for the worst, and prepare for the weight of situations that might unfold. i say this from experience.
but for now, dont worry too, much, cuz it'll probably be ok. if she wasnt that worried, it was for a reason.
though i do have a few great stories about this sort of thing. thankfully their not all mine.
reprazent.
and stay sane. and be good to her.