awakend_nerd

:o)    nice to be back after a short hiatus.  Its really nice to come back to a lot of friends. Thanks to everyone that has been really sweet. 

As some of my friends on here know,  Several years ago  my college room mate shot me six times with a 40 cal. with hollow points.  3 times in the chest, one in the arm, leg , and hand.  Two of them that hit me in my chest  exited out of my lower and middle back.  Was in the hospital for 72 days and even these years later I still have lots of pain.  Living in the buckle of the bible belt,  there is no way my state will approve  medical  marijuana in the foreseeable future, so i depend on regular pain meds from my Doc.  People  I'm telling you now, that its fucking HARD to find any doctor that will give you pain meds for any reason due to the threat of loosing their license because of all the regulations from congress. It seems that law makers here in the U.S.  know better than doctors, if you need pain meds.  and how many you can have. The problem is that a lot of the pain meds gets out on the street and kids are OD'ing and shit, So they just want to take away the only thing that allows me to have a somewhat normal quality of life.  There are some days that my body is so jacked up that i wouldn't be able to get out of bed without my meds. All that being said,  i was able to get my pain meds yesterday (on my birthday :o)  )    so now I'm  feeling good and can go have some coffee and play with my Evil kittens lol