Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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all apologies to anyone who read that silly regret filled crap prose. not my style.
i have one regret. and i have not seen her in over 7 years. every girl i meet is compared to her, or compared to my idealic memories of her.
and so nothing ever seems right.

should i contact her? will she think i'm crazy for still harboring feelings for her after all this time?

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll just return to my blissful melabcholy aloneness.
the sun is out and it probably won't last long...
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roamingaround:
Seeing you yesterday made me miss you, sir. I've been so caught up in my own depressive bullshit, but it's just horrible to stay locked away. I hope we get to spend some time together soon.

Oh yeah, and did you recognize my female compadre...? smile
zarphin:
hey you're back....cool. just noticed.

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