Thursday May 15, 2003

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i had a dream about her last night...it was cute and romantic, and it seems like i am falling for her more every day. i feel like i am now acting awkwardly towards her at work so as not to let on that i am in love with her. i'm not usually one for these infatuations and crushes, but she just seems to be everything i would want in a significant other, well except for the boyfriended/unattainable part. this is driving me mad.....
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koleeta:
I'm not saying you can't have it. Go ahead try to get it, just know that the matrix has you...wait, wrong conspiracy...it doesn't exist, it doesn't exist in my book anyway. good luck,I'm sure you'll be happy someday. I thought I was and then I was let down and it kept happening over and over until i realized it doesn't exist.

(edited to say that I'm not always this jaded.)

[Edited on May 18, 2003]

[Edited on May 18, 2003]
reina_confundida:
Do you know him? Or his music? Are you him? winkI've been friends/acquaintances with him for years through the spoken word scene in Prov.... it was only really recently that I started listening to his hiphop and realized that I liked it (I've always dug his spoken word stuff.)

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