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Well..shit hit the fan as i thought..Brian is going to have to work late, really late, so we wont be leaving until tomorrow..I was miserable when I got home. I have been having a major health issue..i have refused to speak of it because i dont want to seem like i am looking for pity, but the doctor made a mistake and gave me someone...
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First of all..I hate today..really. I can smell it in the air. SOmething shitty is happening. I just cant put my finger on it. Im in a very pleasant mood. I look very nice to day at work, which feels good, though its wasted on these tools..I'm aware of my surroundings and something just feels off.
So I was asked to shoot a set for...
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I hate kids...really I hated kids when I was a kid and I hate them more now. So 6:45am all these twats are on my porch-their bus stop is my corner. So therefore I have screaming kids every morning..Well all the kids were hiding from 1 bully..So i didnt kick them off my porch..i let them hide. Well, one of the kids came off my...
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the owner of my company eats steak every morning..
he microwaves it and the office has a nice meaty smell..Im over it.
Last night I was useless. I was so fucking tired, I was in bed before 9. I watched some telly and taped South Park-so dont tell me what happend. I had a nice night however.
I think I may be going out with...
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any hope i had of getting to sleep last nite was dashed. I have a huge problem sleeping lately. I have so much in my head. I was talking to to Brian last night about my school stuff, and my mom's illness and just all sorts of junk.
I really just want all this off my plate. I want to feel like Im doing SOMETHING....
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Holy hell-look at Alexsandria-fucking lizardman..what a cool set!
Today feels odd.
I dont know how to discribe it. I just feel off my game, like i need to be doing something other than what i'm doing. Really this job is so lame. and i think that is what it is, just lack of any real motivation.
Anyhow, no sex last nite. I worked out...
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woohoo..a multigirl set this morn'
Posh andEvette. god damn.
I shopped this weekend, sort of to recoer from feeling like crap on Friday. I got alot of house work done.
I have ideas, and inspiration, which is such a great feeling. I also have new heels on, which makes me feel fucking great.
I had the best sex of my life yesterday morning....
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wow..what a difference a week makes. After the whole battle with Brian, he has an interview with another company today. he is serious about making some real changes.
We actually talked about the wedding-a topic that hasnt been discussed in forever. I asked him if he still even wanted to get married. and he said, of course. we decided that we are going to finish...
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Fucking A
Im out of the damn house..but im at work, so its not so much fun
Being home for a few days really helped the relationship i think..I had my own space, did my thing. he worked on the house. We studied eachother though, you know..he noticed things about me that i think he forgot..you know little quirks. We got in a tiff last...
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brilliant!
Im fucking sick. I watched more red dwarf and played video games. Im feeling horrible. I feel better than yesterday. I watched Attack of the Show on G4 last nite Chris_Gore spoke with Jet Li...what an interesting man.
I worked on my book a bit. Im cooking tonite fajitas and peanut butter cookies.
Beat that.
Oh yeah i have a fever, being naked helps...
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So i'm sick, but i cant take off work so im here..yay.
Anyhow, We had our state of the union relationship chat last nite. Things went well..I think he gets my being upset. The thing really is, when i was down I made adjustments to improve-my frustration is that he appears unwilling to do the same. All in due time. much better.
And yes we...
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Hey glad you liked the pic i posted yesterday!
Cant type too much, have to shower, eat and head out of here.
Hope everyone has a great Sunday..I hope this shoot goes ok..im nervous
Last nite we grabbed Thai food and went to the grocery store..nothing too fun. No sex, I never fuck before a shoot..I try to keep myself as horny as possible, so...
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