How has SG changed my life? Here goes...

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“How has SG changed your life?” How has finding and/or modeling for SuicideGirls affected your life, your self esteem, relationships and friendships?

MY LIFE: In the short amount of time I've been apart of the SG community it has changed certain parts of my life. I struggled with self esteem issues most of my life. I always felt too skinny, flat chested, and ugly. I've been working on self love and my self esteem for the last 6 months or so, and in the last 3 months on Suicide Girls it's help find the missing puzzle piece in finding true self love. Most would think, it's because guys are commenting and looking at my naked body on the internet. NO, it being comfortable enough in my own skin. I was the girl that wore a huge tee over the cutest bikini because I didn't love myself. I was comparing to other women's body instead of embracing my beauty. I've always loved being naked and now that I love my body and self more than anything. I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY, it's all too wonderful.

RELATIONSHIP: I was in a struggling relationship and this was just the ending of it. I was in a possessive relationship with absolutely no trust. My ex said it was for "whores" and "attention seekers". The body is a work of art and modeling is a way to express art and fashion. I love tattoos, piercings, & body mods. SG is many off favorite things wrapped into one. Not only do I love what it's about the community is awesome. Getting off track.... Basically, he wasn't having it and I wasn't letting him stop my goals. It is my life and my wishes, I shall do as I please. It just further verified I couldn't be with someone who wasn't going to support me as I supported them.

FRIENDSHIPS: my friends support me! My family doesn't really know, but I'm sure reactions would be mixed. Not only that, as mentioned before, the community is amazing. I've met and chatted with amazing girls and guys.

Thank you @missy and @sean for this blog I like this topic <3

Loving Suicide Girls

muffdiver:
GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS NOT IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS NOT IN THE FIGURE SHE CARRIES, OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN MUST BE SEEN FROM HER EYES, BECAUSE THE EYES ARE THE REFLECTIONS OF THE SOUL AND THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN  IS NOT IN A FACIAL MOLE, BUT TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN IS REFLECTED IN HER SOUL!!!  THE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN IS IN THE CARING THAT SHE LOVING GIVES, THE PASSION THAT SHE SHOWS!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY GROWS!!!                                                                   GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, YOU ARE A SPECIAL GIFT TO ME, AND I AM GRATEFUL EVERY DAY,  FOR YOUR LOVE, SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP, AND YOUR EROTICISM!!!                                                                                                                                                               GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE MEANING OF LIFE IS LEARNING HOW TO GIVE LOVE AND HOW TO RECEIVE LOVE!!!  IN THE END, NONE OF OUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS WILL MEAN AS MUCH AS THE LOVING MEMORIES THAT WE HAVE CREATED!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                   GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE PROBLEM BASICALLY IS THAT AS A WOMAN IN MODERN SOCIETY, YOU HAVE BEEN SOLD A PRETTY DEFECTIVE "*BILL OF GOODS*," WHEN IT COME TO WOMAN'S BODY IMAGE!!!                                                                    GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, BUST THOSE MYTHS AND MISCONCEPTIONS, AND REALIZE ONCE AND FOR ALL THE TRUTH ABOUT GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, AND THAT IS GODDESS AUSETRETURNS IS GORGEOUSIFUL; COMPELLING; NATURALLY ALLURING; INTELLIGENT; IRRESISTIBLE; AND SO SEXY, SEXY, SEXY!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, I WANT YOU TO HAVE THAT "*AHA*" MOMENT OF KNOWING THAT YOU ARE MAGNETICALLY BEAUTIFUL BY BEING YOUR GENUINE, FEELING, FEMININE SELF!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                      GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, SOME PEOPLE AROUND YOU WILL TRY TO PUT YOU DOWN WITH THEIR JUDGMENT OF YOU, DON'T LISTEN TO THEM!!!  THEY DON'T KNOW YOU!!!  YOU KNOW YOURSELF BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!!!  YOU KNOW YOUR STRENGTHS AND YOU KNOW YOUR WEAKNESSES!!!  NO ONE ELSE HAS EVEN AN IDEA WHO YOU ARE!!!  DO NOT LISTEN TO THEIR SOLUTIONS OR OTHER DISCOURAGING REMARKS THAT TRY TO PUT YOU DOWN!!!  DO NOT LISTEN TO THAT EVER!!!  RESPECT YOUR SELF-CONFIDENCE AND MAINTAIN YOUR SELF-RESPECT!!!                                                                GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, A ZEN TEACHER ONCE SAID, "*WHAT YOU DO IS WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU!*"  JUST AS ACTION CAUSES REACTION, KARMA CAUSES EFFECTS THAT COME BACK TO THE ORIGINAL ACTOR!!!  KARMA ALSO TENDS TO GENERATE MORE KARMA THAT REACHES OUT IN ALL DIRECTIONS!!!  WE BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE KARMA WE CREATE; BUT EVERYONE AROUND US IS AFFECTED BY OUR INTENTIONAL ACTS AS WELL, JUST AS WE ARE AFFECTED BY THEIRS!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                    GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, I BELIEVE IN BEAUTIFUL MINDS, THAT GENIUS IS BORN FROM CHALLENGE; THAT OUR DAILY NEW WORLD EXPONENTIALLY BENEFITS FROM OUR EMBRACE OF DIFFERENCES, INDIVIDUAL SKILL AND DEVELOPMENT OF ONE'S OWN, INTERNAL BLISS!!!                                                                                                                                         SUICIDEGIRLS' PASSION IS INSPIRING WOMEN TO LIVE MORE AUTHENTIC, SELF-EXPRESSIVE LIVES EVERY DAY, PROVIDING GREAT OPPORTUNITIES FOR A CHANCE TO EXPLORE THE ESSENCE OF THEIR INNATE BEAUTY!!!  A WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITY TO EXPERIENCE AND EXPRESS EMPOWERMENT; TO SHARE AND BE WHO EVERY HOPEFUL, SUICIDEGIRL, AND MEMBER TRULY IS!!!  THIS IS WHAT SUICIDEGIRL IS ALL ABOUT!!!                                                                     GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, YOU ACCOMPLISH SUICIDEGIRLS' MISSION BECAUSE YOU EMPOWER, ENRICH, AND INSPIRE; REMINDING US OF WOMEN'S INHERENT, SPIRITUAL PERFECTION!!!!!                                                                                                    {"*PAY THE LOVE FORWARD!*"} AND HELP GODDESS AUSETRETURNS BECOME A SUICIDEGIRL!!!    NAMASTE!!!!!
ausetreturns:
You just made the rest of my month! Thank you so much for that and I'm sending infinity positive vibes and love your way <3 and also, I appreciate deeply your support :) @muffdiver 

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