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ausetreturns

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Why I want to be a Suicide Girl...

Feb 13, 2014
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I struggled with major depression and anxiety from the age of 13. I was always into fashion and modeling, like you, since I have any memory. I grew up a happy child loving the camera and posing. Around age 13, the cutting and drugging started. I lost confidence incredibly. My self esteem and confidence was shot to shit by age 15 when a friend and classmate was raving about Suicide girls. He was super Pervy about it, but I was interested. I first came across the beautiful @MILLOUX in my searches... For years, I loved suicide girls but didn't know the community piece until winning a year membership randomly on Instagram. I am so happy that happened. I have fought the battle with depression and anxiety and I'm winning. Last week, I shot my debut set and started my hopeful journey. Suicide girls is who I am too ❤️ <3

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struppi:
You are a lovely and strong person. All the best for your set. I'm curious about to see it. Much love :-*
Feb 14, 2014
ausetreturns:
Much love and thanks :) @struppi
Feb 14, 2014

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