Ack! I've just discovered Elara. Wow. She is so spunk/sexy/hot.
Things are going well. Actually....things are very up and down. My self image, which is flimsy to begin with, is always thrown into turmoil when I find myself thrown into new places.
Oddly enough, I've become very self concious of what my boy, Robby, thinks of me. He was my bestest buddy for a year and then we hooked up and then I left town. He visited last week and we had fun at Disneyland. But I've become very insecure and sensitive to what he thinks of me. I get fake and nervous on the phone sometimes. This is his first serious relationship, and he's so anti-dramatic, anti-intense moments that I don't want to scare him off with how much this relationship means to me. I've had my share of serious relationships, I know what I want and this is it. He's had one short-term girlfriend before me, and he's only 20. He's my best friend and I love him, I hope that doesn't freak him out.
Then there's the whole internship with Disney...
Most days are hard, I question my abilities, my goals, my direction in life....but there are good days like today. My game concept is doing very well...I'm working very hard on it both on and off the clock...oddly enough I am mostly doing game design work and refining the game pitch and not doing much concept art. That's what I'm supposed to be doing right now. Vernon and I are doing a pitch to our main boss tomorrow, we have to sell it to him, it already has a fighting chance and I want to see this project greenlit and sent on it's way to the production process. How cool would that be?
I haven't posted a pic in a long time, that doesn't make me any less narcisstic:
And this is the news in Lake Woebegone.
Things are going well. Actually....things are very up and down. My self image, which is flimsy to begin with, is always thrown into turmoil when I find myself thrown into new places.
Oddly enough, I've become very self concious of what my boy, Robby, thinks of me. He was my bestest buddy for a year and then we hooked up and then I left town. He visited last week and we had fun at Disneyland. But I've become very insecure and sensitive to what he thinks of me. I get fake and nervous on the phone sometimes. This is his first serious relationship, and he's so anti-dramatic, anti-intense moments that I don't want to scare him off with how much this relationship means to me. I've had my share of serious relationships, I know what I want and this is it. He's had one short-term girlfriend before me, and he's only 20. He's my best friend and I love him, I hope that doesn't freak him out.
Then there's the whole internship with Disney...
Most days are hard, I question my abilities, my goals, my direction in life....but there are good days like today. My game concept is doing very well...I'm working very hard on it both on and off the clock...oddly enough I am mostly doing game design work and refining the game pitch and not doing much concept art. That's what I'm supposed to be doing right now. Vernon and I are doing a pitch to our main boss tomorrow, we have to sell it to him, it already has a fighting chance and I want to see this project greenlit and sent on it's way to the production process. How cool would that be?
I haven't posted a pic in a long time, that doesn't make me any less narcisstic:
And this is the news in Lake Woebegone.
stealing those nieve 20 year olds and bending them to your will... shame on you.... SHAME!!!!
That's awesome about the game though. What's it about? If you don't mind leaking the information that is.
Awesome pic btw.
p.s. I'm in Alaska, and you're not... hahahaha!