I could be hard on myself for going out again yet again last night. But when I realized that I was smiling, and have been smiling as default all day, something interesting occured to me.
I have been slightly morose these days, a hermit, little dark cloud over my head blah blah blah all that bluesy stuff...and I thought is was due to letting a lot of things slide, like not drawing enough, not being more organized, being dissapointed in myself in general about not getting it together.....and that's part of it. But I've always been a little bluesy about not having friends, not being as social, not having the kind of fun I want, too.
I just went out with my coworkers and had a lot of fun with them...after that long weekend of three 12 hour shifts, I've grown a little closer to them and last night I was able to feel truly relaxed, talkative, silly even. We were hanging at the bar with one of the comedians and you just can't _not_ have fun when you're in the company of a comedian. I was flirted with, for once, by someone I didn't mind flirting with me and it made me feel really good. I also bumped into one of my bartender friends from the Blank and I realized he considers me a better friend than I thought, and his girlfriend is really sweet,too. I was finally able to talk to other girls about relationships and things I've been bearing alone for awhile, and got a variety of interesting insights and advice. The night ended with some light-hearted nudity in a hot tub and there's nothing I love more than skinny dipping with friends. I woke up late...again. I'm slightly hung over...again. But dang it, I'm so happy. I feel now I can go about my other chores and responsibilities, finally, with an air of cheeriness.
I have been slightly morose these days, a hermit, little dark cloud over my head blah blah blah all that bluesy stuff...and I thought is was due to letting a lot of things slide, like not drawing enough, not being more organized, being dissapointed in myself in general about not getting it together.....and that's part of it. But I've always been a little bluesy about not having friends, not being as social, not having the kind of fun I want, too.
I just went out with my coworkers and had a lot of fun with them...after that long weekend of three 12 hour shifts, I've grown a little closer to them and last night I was able to feel truly relaxed, talkative, silly even. We were hanging at the bar with one of the comedians and you just can't _not_ have fun when you're in the company of a comedian. I was flirted with, for once, by someone I didn't mind flirting with me and it made me feel really good. I also bumped into one of my bartender friends from the Blank and I realized he considers me a better friend than I thought, and his girlfriend is really sweet,too. I was finally able to talk to other girls about relationships and things I've been bearing alone for awhile, and got a variety of interesting insights and advice. The night ended with some light-hearted nudity in a hot tub and there's nothing I love more than skinny dipping with friends. I woke up late...again. I'm slightly hung over...again. But dang it, I'm so happy. I feel now I can go about my other chores and responsibilities, finally, with an air of cheeriness.
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... uhm, yeah. Total self control.
I'm not actually sure if the line art is vector or not? It's a bitmap file that I convert to greyscale before I fill it in. And seriously, all I ever use is the polygonal lasso and the fill function. It takes me about 3-5 hours for one now. No frills, though.
HI~! I MISS YOU, TOO! Hey, let me know if you go to Prom. I might be compelled to go if you do.