I've never believed a single kind word. In any context. when I hear the words I know that the speaker does believe in them, but I stop short. I can feel a moment. I can suck you in and devour and give everything at the same damn time. then I sober up and it's back under the surface. Where it can be controlled and nobody feels guilty about not being able to take it. I was told once that my greatest fear was being alone, and feeling in my heart that being alone was what I deserved. I'm there now, and I don't know if it scares me or comforts me. Demons. Higherthought for my Sunday audience of zero. Cheers!
