aubrey

Today's anxiety, brought to you by:

• -Running late to a job interview
• -Not knowing how the fuck to get to the location of the interview
• -Not having a phone number called interviewer
• -Giving up and just going home
• -Not being able to afford toilet paper
• -Getting locked out of house and unable to find keys
• -Paranoid and worried that boyfriend is going to tell me to fuck off

I just want to eat an entire loaf of bread with butter and curl into a ball and cry. but guess what ? I can't afford bread either. All I have is a block of chocolate that I wasted my fucking money on last night, which isn't going to help the anxiety I have about the giant break outs I have on my fucking face.

I hate this. I hate this so much and I have no-one here to help me through it. And I don't want bradley to think that I NEED him to make this better,

AAAND before I can finish writing this blog, Bradley texts me to break up. So now I'm crying hysterically and trying to pack my bags to leave. and I don't know what I'm going to do.