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I just listened to three WHOLE DAVE MATTHEWS albums. i almost threw up. now theyre off to that great hard drive in the sky.

heres my valentines day entry:

~eh.

seriously. im really happy for anyone who is in love, in lust, or even codependently happy. im not. ive got profiles on dating lists i dont even bother to check anymore and lately (the past 6 months?) i havent cared at all. im actually more worried about not caring about it than im worried about it. is this something to do with being over thirty, having more on my plate career wise? or have i got proverbial 'dead vagina'

you know what the worst thing is? when i listen to Smiths, i think its great music, but i dont even bust out crying.

but i hope YOU have a stupendous valentines day. and i mean that.

oh well. half off candy in two more days!