I rise from the ice like a slumbering behemoth woken by the crack of thunder and the sharp blast of lightning as the air fills the void laid waste by the sizzle of high voltage.
Yeah I feel fucking good, sore and a bit my age today but really fucking good none the less. I have jumped back on the regimin, stretching and working out...
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Yeah I feel fucking good, sore and a bit my age today but really fucking good none the less. I have jumped back on the regimin, stretching and working out...
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I feel really snuggly and cozy. It's snowing and I've been wrapped up in a blanket on the couch watching movies and reading for most of the day. Breakfast was good, there is this local coffee house with 3 locations that is great and all 3 are very different. All of them have great food and great people, so they are pretty much the best...
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demigauge:
sundays sometimes suck..and when are you ever online...cause your a person i keep meaning to talk to but alas your never on..merf..
plus i hate lazy sundays...cause lazy is my whole week adn nothing else...grrrrrrr
plus i hate lazy sundays...cause lazy is my whole week adn nothing else...grrrrrrr
mei:
i've been having lazy everydays... not in such a nice cozy way, though, it's mostly been feeling guilty for not working on my schoolwork. snow outside and you and a blanket inside is one of the very best things in the world.. too bad it doesn't really snow here. have fun with the juice-stirring!
Day off = good = relax, do nothing or read and a litttle cleaning.
Yum I'm gonna go for breakfast and have french toast and sausage. mmmmmmmmmm
At the count of three everybody spin really fast and then try to run away.........1....................................2.....................................................2,.........
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Yum I'm gonna go for breakfast and have french toast and sausage. mmmmmmmmmm
At the count of three everybody spin really fast and then try to run away.........1....................................2.....................................................2,.........
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Home, sweet sanctum from reality. Another day in dullsville; it is really begining to wear heavily on me. I hate being bored at work, and there isn't anything to do about it since I'm the guy that is making up jobs for everyone else and there just isn't enough work to go round. I have a day off tomorrow and that should help, I'm going...
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mistersatan:
HAHAHA!!!
Wow, I totally didn't think of that.
Wow, I totally didn't think of that.
atrasties:
crap I'm going to bed it's late (mst)
I'm just gonna go to bed, I hate it sometimes; the void where the laugh never carries or the self deprecating manner in which something is said doesn't exsist and the joke dies in your throat and you feel like you did something wrong.
*Sigh*
Maybe tomorrow things will work better. Oh and what does merf mean, I chat long hand and so far all...
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*Sigh*
Maybe tomorrow things will work better. Oh and what does merf mean, I chat long hand and so far all...
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mei:
i'm sorry you're having a bad day.. i send you a bucket of tasty fishies to make you feel better.. or something..
merf is actually the name of my hard drive. it's the sound a small furry creature of some sort makes, i think. or the sound i make when i'm real hyper.
*merfmerfmerfmerfmerfmerfmerf!*
merf is actually the name of my hard drive. it's the sound a small furry creature of some sort makes, i think. or the sound i make when i'm real hyper.
*merfmerfmerfmerfmerfmerfmerf!*
demigauge:
merf is just a saying i say monkey
nothing more..nothing less
nothing more..nothing less
In the softest moments of the day I look around and wonder where I am. Delicately a voice whispers in my ear that I am outside, but that's impossible I think. The voice says outside of yourself, go back in where you belong and in that moment a flash of life lived to it's fullest of warm people and me glowing like a sun at...
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mei:
i want to watch you dance some day.. my boyo danced classical russian ballet for ten years, but quit to play grown-up. maybe someday again...
and i'm sorry that you watched dancers with no emotion. that's like watching a singer with no emotion for me - technical mastery does not art make.
and i'm sorry that you watched dancers with no emotion. that's like watching a singer with no emotion for me - technical mastery does not art make.
So slow today, I finished in 3 hours what takes a full day of work and then sat on my ass drinking wine and chatting to sales reps. Then had lunch and left work 2hrs early. Sometimes it really is an amazing job.
Going to a dance show tonight, it should be wicked. I can't wait, they are from montreal and are awsome; if only...
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Going to a dance show tonight, it should be wicked. I can't wait, they are from montreal and are awsome; if only...
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mei:
naw, you should go to the dance-show nekkid!
i'm glad you have such a good job.. so many people spend all their time hating their jobs. seems useless to me. that's why i don't like to watch the movie "office space.." it's almost unbearably depressing for me.
you have a good night too.. sounds like you don't need my well-wishing to make that occur, though...
i'm glad you have such a good job.. so many people spend all their time hating their jobs. seems useless to me. that's why i don't like to watch the movie "office space.." it's almost unbearably depressing for me.
you have a good night too.. sounds like you don't need my well-wishing to make that occur, though...
In the space of moments the world turns slightly askew and things as they were shall never be quit the same. The muse is fled leaving space so small and yet so ominous, requiring to be filled or to be left as a solemn memorial to the goddess. There in the expanse of jagged streets and rippling fields of metal, the glow is lessened. There...
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atrasties:
In other news I just got offered a job in a charity gala. It's for aids research and sounds like it's going to be dirty raunchy fun. The offer came from a new dance company that is starting up and my name was given them by a bunch of people and may lead to being a member of the company. That would be pretty kick ass, and I still have the improv thing in the works and another audition later in spring; mother pussbucket ,it never rains it pours and damn it ;I love getting soaked. so with this much good news I'm gonna go to bed giggling like a lunatic, not really different from any other night but this is glee, not sleep deprivation.
hehheeeeehheehhehhehhehhehhe haaahahhahhahahhheehehhahhahehhehhehahahahehehhheahhehhaehehhea
*snore, heeeeheehehe, snoark, mmhnmhmnh, ooohooohho, snore*
hehheeeeehheehhehhehhehhehhe haaahahhahhahahhheehehhahhahehhehhehahahahehehhheahhehhaehehhea
*snore, heeeeheehehe, snoark, mmhnmhmnh, ooohooohho, snore*
mistersatan:
Kiss? Naughty boy!
j/k- thanks for the well wishes, sir.
j/k- thanks for the well wishes, sir.
My ex called last night to chat and I realized how much I miss her. Not in the physical sense but as the friend I had before and during our relationship. It was great to reconnect on that level and she is now one of 2 women that I have a really special close friendship with. The other is also an ex from years back....
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mei:
phone calls are good!
exes are sometimes good too, except for when they're not
i'll think about fireengine red, but reds are *so* hard to get and maintain; they often turn out pink in the first place, and to keep a really good color they take dying every week or so. i did have hair once that was that color between true red and magenta, though - which was lots of fun. nice thing about those colors is that they can be dyed over, unlike dark colors.
oh - tingly is good too...
exes are sometimes good too, except for when they're not
i'll think about fireengine red, but reds are *so* hard to get and maintain; they often turn out pink in the first place, and to keep a really good color they take dying every week or so. i did have hair once that was that color between true red and magenta, though - which was lots of fun. nice thing about those colors is that they can be dyed over, unlike dark colors.
oh - tingly is good too...
demigauge:
damn it...you never on when i am on...gerken
My drive is in the throws of an impending crash so, I may be unavailable for a few days until I can beat this pooter back into an upright position. I swear I'm gonna be the victor, I swear it.
By thors hammer I'll crush this beasty.
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demigauge:
and do you ahve any more pictures? 
mei:
if you crush the beasty, then you won't be able to use it at all, ja?
's funny to lose the evil glowing box for a few days and realize exactly how much you miss it.. or at least that's what happens to me...
's funny to lose the evil glowing box for a few days and realize exactly how much you miss it.. or at least that's what happens to me...
Your gangbang story was too damn funny.