ok so new pic, which is in color which I hate. I prefer to see pics of me in black and white, I feel better about them. I was however lucky to get a pic in at all as my keyboard seems to have suffered some mysterious accident. I had to switch over to my laptop to do this entry, I think it was one...
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So I got my lip done, nice little steel ring on the right side. The day was good, I think, after rehearsal it just kinda got away from me. I ran some errands, made a nice barbeque salmon and shrimp jambalaya for dinner and have drifted around the house in and out of consciousness like a ghost. I was just sitting at the window watching...
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demigauge:
heh you know you just become cuter everdya to me especialy with the lip piercing now hehehe..le rowr..
anywho sorry about not talking ealier..the boy needed me...hope to talk sometime soon...i'm always up all night
anywho sorry about not talking ealier..the boy needed me...hope to talk sometime soon...i'm always up all night
mei:
you should post a picture of you and the new lip-ring. i'm going to try to be inspired to get a piercing. i'm thinking of maybe doing the eyebrow because i already have a scar in one of my eyebrows from a drunken fall into a garbage can (long story)..
did you end up dreaming with a beer or going out?
did you end up dreaming with a beer or going out?
So my nice long slumber turned into reading books and listening to jazz while the snow fell outside my window, until about 6 this morning. The snow is still falling which makes me a super relaxed fella today. I've been watching birds fly all over the yard playing in the snow and assaulting my feeders. I've got rehearsal today, so I'm going to stretch a...
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rowan_would:
For the last three and half years I have called Ottawa my home. In fact, I took full advantage of our capital's beauty today and skated the Rideau canal....fresh air, a beavertail (a flattened deep fried pastry concoction sprinkled with cinnamon sugar and lemon juice) and good friends. Yes...I'm one happy camper.
mistersatan:
Oh, those were in the next aisle.
MMmmmmm, potstickers. My tummy is full and contentedly rumbling. I am tired after work today and am going to have a nice long slumber this eve.
Last night was fun, the show was a little long but really good and as always drinking and dancing are excellent for relaxation. I got almost 2 hours of sleep before work this morning hence my tired visage. Oh...
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Last night was fun, the show was a little long but really good and as always drinking and dancing are excellent for relaxation. I got almost 2 hours of sleep before work this morning hence my tired visage. Oh...
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minimalism:
Cheers to you too mate.
demigauge:
poor kitty,,maybe some day i need ot come up ther and chill with you fora bit...*shrugs*who knows
Hey cats and kittens, what's swinging?
I'm just about to jump in the shower and get all gussied up for a night out on the town. It's feb again and that means another little dance festival in which I have friends to see and then go drinking and dancing with. Hooray for cool stuff to do on the weekend, I do unfortunately have to open...
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I'm just about to jump in the shower and get all gussied up for a night out on the town. It's feb again and that means another little dance festival in which I have friends to see and then go drinking and dancing with. Hooray for cool stuff to do on the weekend, I do unfortunately have to open...
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mei:
hope you have a goodnight too! dancing&drinking sounds good...
demigauge:
cleaning is evil.....evil i tell you
The Earth spins at a speed of 0.5 km/sec, revolves around the Sun at a speed of 30 km/sec. Our solar system moves around the milky way galaxy at a speed of 250 km/sec and the milky way moves in the local group of galaxies at a speed of 300 km/sec.
So why do I so often feel like I'm not going anywhere?
So why do I so often feel like I'm not going anywhere?
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rowan_would:
Let this act as some consolation...your insightful journal and, more specifically, the words contained within, disclose (to me) that you venture into the vast recesses of your own mind; you explore higher frequencies and dimensions of thought than many people allow themselves to even conceive much less commit to paper (or screen). It 's a bold progression you take, shedding your skin and realizing who and what you are...and then admitting it to the world. Even if fragmented. So your 'life situation' may seem at a standstill, maybe the job situation is transitional, maybe everyone else is on pause. Perception is so key. Just remember, dreams are journeys too.
mirkwoodmaiden:
you think i was bad before. im really bad now
I had a really hot bath today and in the heat my mind flushed this out along with the sweat.
I have come to believe I was in a life time past a member of the faye folk. The faye are sprites and elves and all manner of mythic being. I think I am from northern clans to be precise as I really can't stand...
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I have come to believe I was in a life time past a member of the faye folk. The faye are sprites and elves and all manner of mythic being. I think I am from northern clans to be precise as I really can't stand...
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mei:
i think you would make a good faye. were there water-faye? like naiads and whatever boy-naiads would be? i could see you as one of them too.
i also am impressed at how well you keep up. you seem to be able to quite effectively write out of your head.. i have some problems with that, but it might just be because my brain is quite far-out sometimes.
i also am impressed at how well you keep up. you seem to be able to quite effectively write out of your head.. i have some problems with that, but it might just be because my brain is quite far-out sometimes.
mei:
really? that surprises me.. mebbe it's just the photos of you in the bathtub, but you seemed watery.
I woke up this morning and began reading and when I finished the book I put it down, got out of bed and was so full of sorrow and longing; yet at the same time was the owner of a newly refreshed outlook. I can't quite explain nor do I feel I should in the chance that I might in fumbling, lessen the experience.
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rowan_would:
Perhaps the smoke is lifting...
Soomething odd has been at the edges of my perception lately; optically my subconscious has been providing overlays upon reality. In a word halucinations, either that or I'm seeing ghosts. I have in the past few months been catching glimpses of people out of the corner of my eye, and in human form turned my focus to people watch; the problem here is that where...
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mei:
well, i can relate a little.. when i'm real depressed, especially in the summer, i have the tendency to see bugs. like i'll try to wipe them off of my arm when there's nothing there.. or see a couple of ants on the wall out of the corner of my eye and it's nothing. a lot of the time when there's nobody in the house and nothing making noise, i'll think i hear someone calling my name, or sometimes yelling that the phone's for me, or "come here" or something similar. never seen peoples, though.
my mom used to see people, though. she hasn't had any "psychic" stuffs happen in a long time, because she tried astral projection the last time she dabbled in any of that, and almost couldn't get back into her body (this whas when she was in her late teens/early 20s).. she saw ghosts sometimes...
oh - and i saw an angel once. standing at the foot of my bed. and i was totally awake - i woke up, saw an angel, drifted back to sleep, realized "what the fuck, there was something there and it looked like it belonged on a christmas card..." opened my eyes, it was gone. nobody else had come in during that period of time.
sorry for the overlong response - this is an idea that fascinates me..
my mom used to see people, though. she hasn't had any "psychic" stuffs happen in a long time, because she tried astral projection the last time she dabbled in any of that, and almost couldn't get back into her body (this whas when she was in her late teens/early 20s).. she saw ghosts sometimes...
oh - and i saw an angel once. standing at the foot of my bed. and i was totally awake - i woke up, saw an angel, drifted back to sleep, realized "what the fuck, there was something there and it looked like it belonged on a christmas card..." opened my eyes, it was gone. nobody else had come in during that period of time.
sorry for the overlong response - this is an idea that fascinates me..
I am feeling much better after yesterdays events and am getting ready to head out for breakfast. My knee is fine, a little sore but just from abuse not from damage, so a large sigh of relief. I will pick up a paper on the way to my buddies place and commence the hunt later today.
I had a dream that I was out with...
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demigauge:
*poke* hey i miss talk to you on msn....seems like your never on..good luck on the job hunt..hope you find something you likes*hugs*
cute picutre...your just so cute..and i'm gonna stop gushing hehehe
well dang it i don't have any beer..oh well..adn my books are in storage..dang it...
but enjoy your evening cutie
(P.S. Be thankful you're not green)