atrasties

Today was an odd mix of things, weird little flashes came to me at work and the day felt like two instead of one. All very surreal and unhinged.

the smell of stale beer and blood reminds me of my dad.

I make peoples heads turn; still.

I can't help but feel sorry for my boss, he's ocd and expects everyone to act like him about the job and that just isn't happening.

I'm never going to really grow up, there will always be a little kid in part of everything I do. And I love that.

my car is an albatross, I love/hate it. I haven't even named it and it's 3 years old.

some people have no concept of courteous driving, they can cut you off and almost cause an accident but they look at you like it's your fault that you were in their way.

I have more in common with my cats than some of the people I meet.

I haven't seen my sister since christmas and she won't go out for coffee with me or let me come over. Any time I just drop by she freaks out; so of course I'm worried. Ever since the divorce she hasn't been the same.

You can scream at the top of your lungs in public and no one will ask you whats wrong.

Cut in front of someone in a long line and everybody wants to know whats wrong with you.

I have a kitten curled up in my lap right now and she makes me warm and snuggly.

um, yeah thats it
later daze wade