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So there is this girl that works in the cafe near my store that I talk to everyonce in a while when I'm getting my lunch,

I don't even know her name cause well most of the time I'm a pretty shy bastard and I'm good at talking to people and listening but asking direct questions seems pushy sometimes and I know it's an easy question and one you're supposed to do to just be polite and all but still the fact remains, I don't know her name really, I think it could be Danella but I don't know.

Anyways I think she's really cute and today she came into the store and was looking at some booze and we started talking and she invited me out to a birthing day thing she organized for a friend. It's at a really skuzzy bar, (her friends choice) and I said I'ld think about going. Now I've got a buddy from work who'll wingman with me and we get along well so that's cool, and it could be fun but; well if it's not we can leave so....; the reasons not to are lame when I say them out loud and I want to go; so I should. I mean she didn't have to invite me but she did and if she was just being nice, well cool cause that at least appears like she wants to maybe get to know me better on some level. It's not like I'm expecting huge fireworks or shit, it's just going and having some fun with new people, I can do that. I can be outgoing and stuff when I want to.... sometimes; yeah ok that's what I thought. I just needed to sorta work it out for myself I guess, thanks for letting me bend an ear or 2. Anyways hope you all have a good night. hugs and shit

I hate it sometimes when my brain gets in the way.