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i have a new toy.

a brand new macbook.

and it's purty.

now i just need to remember how to use a fucking mac again.

edited to add:

my main complaint with macs for many, many years was the one button mouse. fuck gates and all that, but the whole many buttons on a mouse thing makes life just so much easier...

i still love...
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tutunaku:
Congratulations on your new purchase, can't think of anything more to say smile
tutunaku:
biggrin Its a pain in the ass sometimes
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ok, so a 4 hour jaunt turned into a nearly 8 hour experience.

let's see.

high speed chase? check.

gypsies? check.

crazy old russian babushka that hit a car when we hit the lights? check.

heroin junkie falling asleep on the road? check.

massive wreck caused by 20 year old shithead that broke a power pole and put about 6 square blocks out of power?...
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roaring_tulips:
Wow, that sounds like fun. I want your job. tongue

BTW, clued in. wink
pixiestyx:
fast is good...i wanna be in a high spped chase with the drunken gypseys.......
hook a sister up?
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edited to delete lame shit.

but what the hell?

snow on the ground?

there is a santa.

edited again to add awesome shit.

i got my phone back today. yay.

and i'm going to be on a fucking ride-along with a cop friend of mine tonight. so, outer se pdx watch the fuck out. ant is on patrol.


edited to add:
fucking shit.

i had...
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fatality:
Thanks for your fun comment!
marginwalker2002:
God I miss snow. I was sooo hoping it would just dump the big white fluffy stuff while I was in Cleveland, but no...

And its good to hear you got your phone back. Right on.
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for the first time in a long time, there is a picture of me on the intrawebs.

it's me drunk as hell and jetlagged as shit in amberg, bavaria after i lost a maas beir holding contest.
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marginwalker2002:
Sorry you had to go through it. The combination of losing nearly all my friends, my gf leaving me, giving up my dogs and my children moving to San Francisco left me in a horrible mental state. Near suicidal, constantly crying. But I got help. Therapy and a group called CoDA. It works for me and I'm feeling better and better by the day. Letting go is difficult, but it can happen.

And no, it doesn't seem like simple platitude. Good luck to yo and I hope your journey ends well.
marginwalker2002:
Wellness is exactly what I'm working on. Thanks.
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i did things in vegas that make david lynch movies look boring.
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roaring_tulips:
Am I supposed to place these words in the correct order?
roaring_tulips:
Wow...I hope you met him under the right circumstances. tongue
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ok, so i am going to be somewhat SG free until next week.

moving back to the ol' pdx.

going to vegas.

getting the clap.

coming back to pdx.

intraweb man comes on tuesday.

rawk aout.
assh0le:
Sounds good to me. If you can somehow read this. Had some problems with the Intarweb myself.
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new year, new bullshit.

i need to get internet at my new house. and go to a pdx sg meetup.

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i had the weirdest fucking dream last night...

fiendclub:
I did too. I dreamt we actually had a real alien invasion and it turned into the scene of a nuclear holocaust.
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so, apparently, as people have told me, i went to the bad place last night.

meaning i got so shit faced, fall down, rot arsed drunk that i couldn't deal with the fucking tsunami of emotions i am having to deal with.

i promised my self i wouldn't go there again, but somehow, in the process of causing a fucking meltdown, i did.

oh well....
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no one reads my shit, and that's cool. this is my own personal therapist, and i deal.

i am actually really happy. i know that given my situation, that might sound fucked up, but i actually am.

i feel like i have to explain myself. i'm not manic, i'm just me. and i made a choice a long time ago to be happy. i have...
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jamwise:
Hey happy birthday dude!