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ugh....I'm all bummed out.

I've been seeing this girl for the past couple of days. Really nice girl, attractive, great sense of humor, she seemed to really like me. I called her earlier today, she said she was on the phone with a friend and she'd call me back. Never did, so I'm feeling kinda brushed off. I suppose there could be a logical explanation, but I'm feeling doubtful about it. Seems kinda sudden, but things roll like that sometimes. I suppose its for the best though, cause me and an ex have been talking. We're on terms good enough to fuck each other, which makes me happy, and possibly a reconciliation of our relationship, although I'm not gonna hold my breath on that one. Still, I do hope to get to see her soon.

I think I need to get out and do something tonight. Even if its just running out for a coffee or something, i think it would be good for me. Actually, I think alcohol is good for these occassional bouts of depression.

I also think i need to develop a more serious drug problem. I don't like being so focused on maintaining a social life. Drugs would provide me with a good recreational activity that would eliminate the necessity of others. At least thats how I remember them.....hehe.

Now Please enjoy this picture of Bunnicula, the vampire rabbit.