atlea

Today I feel like shit.

But I'm trying not to notice.

Things are surfaceing, and things I've made a great deal in progress with, things that were long and hard to overcome, seem to snap back so easily, so defensless, like a statue falling to the cement, so easily shattered.

But the peices are still there, and they can be put back together.

Right now, I don't want to. And that's the problem. I want to be in control. And tthat means letting go of the peices, putting them aside for now.

The longer I put them aside, the less they seem to be within grasp.

But maybe just this once I'll be okay. Maybe I don't need the pieces.

But I know I do. No, I know I have to.

This has been a confusing blog, by your mood-everchanging Atlea.

xoxo