asphalteyes

psh... i have started dieting but not exercising yet.. i have a big weight problem im like 160 kgs so around 240 pounds...
I'm looking for work and even though im applying for the most basic positions im not really getting a look in. but i'll keep trying.. im not really qualified for much and i left school early due to poor mental health.. i have only worked very sparringly in the last 5 years.. dealing with my own shit and living at home on a disability pension... im not really in the greatest headpsace but better than a few months ago when i wwent back to being suicidal... i havent been writing much poetry either which is anoying.. and my auto biographical writing died in the arse after meds fiasco of christmas time.. i took my piercings out and the back of them closed over.. so that was really anoying.. probably not going to get them redone though.. by myself or a professional... i plan more work for my arm.. ive just got the word peace on atm... i would like a full sleeve done on that topic.... with a dove... some colour... and maybe a soldier holding the surreal pistol i found on the net.. its pistol that shoots at the person holding it... which pretty much sums up how i feel about war... but i dont want to get this work done until i lose weight.. due to the fact that there may be excess skin on my arm if i lose alot of weight.....
i ordered a bike wind trainer... so i can hook my bicycle up to it.. and burn some kgs at home...

cheers for reading... much love Tom