psh... i have started dieting but not exercising yet.. i have a big weight problem im like 160 kgs so around 240 pounds...
I'm looking for work and even though im applying for the most basic positions im not really getting a look in. but i'll keep trying.. im not really qualified for much and i left school early due to poor mental health.. i have only worked very sparringly in the last 5 years.. dealing with my own shit and living at home on a disability pension... im not really in the greatest headpsace but better than a few months ago when i wwent back to being suicidal... i havent been writing much poetry either which is anoying.. and my auto biographical writing died in the arse after meds fiasco of christmas time.. i took my piercings out and the back of them closed over.. so that was really anoying.. probably not going to get them redone though.. by myself or a professional... i plan more work for my arm.. ive just got the word peace on atm... i would like a full sleeve done on that topic.... with a dove... some colour... and maybe a soldier holding the surreal pistol i found on the net.. its pistol that shoots at the person holding it... which pretty much sums up how i feel about war... but i dont want to get this work done until i lose weight.. due to the fact that there may be excess skin on my arm if i lose alot of weight.....
i ordered a bike wind trainer... so i can hook my bicycle up to it.. and burn some kgs at home...
cheers for reading... much love Tom
I'm looking for work and even though im applying for the most basic positions im not really getting a look in. but i'll keep trying.. im not really qualified for much and i left school early due to poor mental health.. i have only worked very sparringly in the last 5 years.. dealing with my own shit and living at home on a disability pension... im not really in the greatest headpsace but better than a few months ago when i wwent back to being suicidal... i havent been writing much poetry either which is anoying.. and my auto biographical writing died in the arse after meds fiasco of christmas time.. i took my piercings out and the back of them closed over.. so that was really anoying.. probably not going to get them redone though.. by myself or a professional... i plan more work for my arm.. ive just got the word peace on atm... i would like a full sleeve done on that topic.... with a dove... some colour... and maybe a soldier holding the surreal pistol i found on the net.. its pistol that shoots at the person holding it... which pretty much sums up how i feel about war... but i dont want to get this work done until i lose weight.. due to the fact that there may be excess skin on my arm if i lose alot of weight.....
i ordered a bike wind trainer... so i can hook my bicycle up to it.. and burn some kgs at home...
cheers for reading... much love Tom
heartbaker:
Good luck with everything
puffin:
yes, true that..