all I can say about two nights ago is,
holyfuckingunbelievable
I met this incredible girl at the rave and she gave me this.
damn it! I dont want to leave cali, im so lovin it.
AND, my last day in cali will be spent at an other rave and DIESELBOY will be there 
and i will be "rollin" with my hot lookin boss
wow, im actually tired. I finally might get a good night sleep
holyfuckingunbelievable
I met this incredible girl at the rave and she gave me this.
damn it! I dont want to leave cali, im so lovin it.
AND, my last day in cali will be spent at an other rave and DIESELBOY will be there
and i will be "rollin" with my hot lookin boss
wow, im actually tired. I finally might get a good night sleep
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I wish one of the places I applied to in San Fran would get back to me so I could get some of that Cali-luck you are experencing!
I would say fear is why we hurt ourselves. Bordom just usually leaves us with nothing but to deal (or try unsuccessfuly to avoid) our fears.
Thanks for the wise words!