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Quick update.

I'm moving back to Maine on Friday and its supposed to snow. I really hope the weather cooperates with me and holds off until night time.

I hate winter.
alot.


My back pain has been on the higher end of the scale recently, probably due to all the moving of things and the cold weather. I hate it, regardless.
I can't wait to...
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josephadam01:
Maine in the winter has got to be a pain, i thought I had it bad in wisconsin.... hope you have a merry christmas and that santa stuffs your stocking with pain meds
padre:
hey, happy birthday christmas baby smile
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spirit_bear:
I like the tattoo ^_^
Where did you get it?

I would talk to your artist,
and I would stay away from creams that where not recommended by your artist, some can be bad for your tattoo.
spirit_bear:
No problem, I really like it, hopefully it gets better soon.
As I said I would talk to your artist.
What have you been using for cream and soap?
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bloodhigh:
you look absolutely gorgeous in both outfits
fatkidlovescake:
oh, we've had 2 so far this year...i think there may be a third coming too.
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I spent the last week in California for vacation.
Halloween in the Hollywood area, was AMAZING.
Ah, it was so much fun. I definetly needed and deserved every bit of it.

Unfortunately, today its back to reality...
meaning back to working at both jobs.
Ugh.blackeyed

Oh well, right?


Saturday means the Marine Ball with my friend Jeremy!
I'm so stoked to get all gorgeous in...
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padre:
Hey you came to the west coast & didn't drop in? wink

padre:
I've been alright, can't complain. Or wont haha
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I work WAAAAAAY too much.
and I'm beginning to wear thin.

*sigh*

I'm so tired. blackeyed
padre:
How are things going now?
acacia:
Hopefully with holidays coming up you'll be able to get a little break in. kiss
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mylatehope:
very nice glasses
fatkidlovescake:
i agree with all of the above
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I can never get what I want.

still don't have my car back.

and I was rejected by a boy who says he is just as into me as I am him, but the circumstances do not allow for things to go anywhere.
it sucks.
I want to find a loophole.
I'm not used to rejection...

I'm exhausted.
I don't want to work anymore.
Why...
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djlarose:
I know the feeling. I hate my job with a passion. 6 of my best friends packed up and moved to Texas. I rent out a tiny room from someone I work with. My life went from great to blah in about a year and Im kinda lost as well. If I knew how to change my life, Id have advice on how to help yours... sorry frown.
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thank you to those who commented on my last post.
here is a small update for you.

I've been crazy exhausted working my two jobs.
my emotions have been running high.
my car has been broken for 2 weeks.
and so far I've spent $300 just having it towed around and people looking at it.
it may cost as much as a grand to get...
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padre:
I'm sorry my friend, truly I am...
I don't want to keep you down, I just you hope and the family can gather together and comfort one another...

To keep with the better spirits you look gorgeous!
Couldn't you get around without a vehicle?
I hear that town is great for that...
trishyrishyroo:
2 jobs and a broken car, plus a tragedy.
i am so sorry! stay strong and you will get through it.
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I've been crying way too much lately.

blackeyed
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trishyrishyroo:
i'm sorry sweetie.

don't worry. the tides rise and fall.
djlarose:
Cheer up smile
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so, I'm thinking about getting a microdermal on my sternum.
this is obviously to make me feel better about taking my lipring out. haha.

=P

opinions??
fatkidlovescake:
whats a microdermal?

i say if it makes you happy, do it.
padre:
You know how to treat them, I say why not right.
They're pretty cute
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I'm retiring my lip ring, and it makes me sad.

frown

I feel ugly without it.
I love that damn piercing..
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padre:
I wish you luck then. I'm hoping he sees it the same way as we do
fatkidlovescake:
it was fantastic, thanks.
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so there is this guy that I really enjoy spending time with...
but, I can't anymore because I have to back off from him.

nothing is allowed to happen between us...
because he is in a band with my exboyfriend.

and, thats just not allowed.


it sucks.
padre:
Wow, how do you find yourselves in that situation?
That sucks cuz you already have a bf and now you're feeling for another...
Do what you got to do
padre:
oh, misread ex boyfriend tongue