This weekend was absolutely AWESOME and my date to the concert was .. yes.. AWESOME TOO!!! I haven't had that much fun with someone in a long time. We have plans to go to more concerts. The next concert is Mayhem Fest - not sure of the line up just yet... that will determine if we decide to go - there has to be awesome bands playing. I'm diggin' this chic - she's gorgeous... love her smile and I love her attitude. Seems we have lots in common or same interests.. that's always a plus.
Hell....... I've been single over 4 years now - been focusing on myself because I've given everything to everyone else in the past and I was always the one to suffer in the end.. yeah... I blame myself - no one else... live and learned from everything... still learning, lol.
I'm not trying to rush anything with her... I want to build that friendship first - that's most important but I know I would like to pursue a relationship with her down the road. With being single for so long though, I've gotten used to my ways - my day in and day out routines. I'm tired of being single... I'm wanting that companionship ... I'm wanting to .. yeah..here goes... to settle down and this time for good. I don't go out to clubs, bars or anything like that... maybe a bar on an occasion for a few drinks and to watch a UFC fight or some kind of sports. Guess I'm growing OLD
But that's life, lol.
Anyway... so it's kind of weird for me to be thinking "am I ready now to pursue something" ... before I was like... fuck it... lets see where this shit takes us, lol. With that old mentality... It didn't take me where I wanted it to go. Maybe I'm more cautious of whom I let inside my circle, per say (if that's correct grammar, lol) I've been through shitty relationships in the past ... one after another and most of them did not end well.
I guess I'll just take this a day at a time... don't rush anything - see how our second date goes - see if there's going to be more hanging out other than just concerts because we talk about music all the time. If there's a 3rd date I'm going to make sure we switch things up - movie... dinner - GOOD UFC FIGHTS ARE COMING UP.... BUT... like I said... ONE DAY AT A TIME DAMMIT... if you were reading this far.. you should be thinking.. hey dude... you just said at the beginning of this paragraph you stated "I guess I'll just take this a day at a time" ... be a friend people... tell me to slow the fuck down, lol.
Okay... i'm delirious haha - been a long day/night of work - i'm tired. Sorry if I bore ya w/ m blogs - I just like writing my stupid thoughts - it helps me get shit off my mind
HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!
Hell....... I've been single over 4 years now - been focusing on myself because I've given everything to everyone else in the past and I was always the one to suffer in the end.. yeah... I blame myself - no one else... live and learned from everything... still learning, lol.
I'm not trying to rush anything with her... I want to build that friendship first - that's most important but I know I would like to pursue a relationship with her down the road. With being single for so long though, I've gotten used to my ways - my day in and day out routines. I'm tired of being single... I'm wanting that companionship ... I'm wanting to .. yeah..here goes... to settle down and this time for good. I don't go out to clubs, bars or anything like that... maybe a bar on an occasion for a few drinks and to watch a UFC fight or some kind of sports. Guess I'm growing OLD
But that's life, lol.
Anyway... so it's kind of weird for me to be thinking "am I ready now to pursue something" ... before I was like... fuck it... lets see where this shit takes us, lol. With that old mentality... It didn't take me where I wanted it to go. Maybe I'm more cautious of whom I let inside my circle, per say (if that's correct grammar, lol) I've been through shitty relationships in the past ... one after another and most of them did not end well.
I guess I'll just take this a day at a time... don't rush anything - see how our second date goes - see if there's going to be more hanging out other than just concerts because we talk about music all the time. If there's a 3rd date I'm going to make sure we switch things up - movie... dinner - GOOD UFC FIGHTS ARE COMING UP.... BUT... like I said... ONE DAY AT A TIME DAMMIT... if you were reading this far.. you should be thinking.. hey dude... you just said at the beginning of this paragraph you stated "I guess I'll just take this a day at a time" ... be a friend people... tell me to slow the fuck down, lol.
Okay... i'm delirious haha - been a long day/night of work - i'm tired. Sorry if I bore ya w/ m blogs - I just like writing my stupid thoughts - it helps me get shit off my mind
HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!