oh how I want to get out and go out. I had one of those fucking cool crazy unexpected nights Saturday night and I want more, fucking great, can't say more than that...
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marigold:
yes. that is the perfect way to describe his voice. i'm sure seeing him live would have been ten times more so.
OH fuck! Well I'm quite pissed. Just talked to my good friend John in Cruces and the bar tender I knew, Robin, that worked at my favorite bar (Graham's Corner)was murdered last week by her ex boyfriend. Fuck, that sucks. 
I want to go out again but......
I want to go out again but......
4 weeks and no alcohol. Finally went out again lastnight to a few bars, didn't get too wasted but drunk enough to do things and say things I normally wouldn't. 
Screw it. I'm tired as hell now but I have to go to work soon. The roommate I'm supposed to moving with seems to be flaking in and out again. I wish I just had...
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Screw it. I'm tired as hell now but I have to go to work soon. The roommate I'm supposed to moving with seems to be flaking in and out again. I wish I just had... Read More
iggy:
I went out the other night after not going out and living almost like a nun for a few weeks and man....yeah.....said lots of things i shouldn't have really said i think.....
the funny phrase there is "el paso is only eight hours away...." not so far away i guess but if you tell someone in england that an eight hour drive isn't that far they look at you cockeyed cause they looked at me that way when i said that people drive six to eight hours in a day just to get away for the weekend.....
that sucks about your supposed roommate flaking out on you like that....what a wierdo....
the funny phrase there is "el paso is only eight hours away...." not so far away i guess but if you tell someone in england that an eight hour drive isn't that far they look at you cockeyed cause they looked at me that way when i said that people drive six to eight hours in a day just to get away for the weekend.....
that sucks about your supposed roommate flaking out on you like that....what a wierdo....
lastnight
It's raining like insanity. I love it. It helps me to sleep which I have not been able to do because the sister situation has been causing many sleepless night lately. I look like shit for it because it's killing me inside and out but only sometimes. Nothing I can do, nothing I will ever be able to do, I'll wonder and wonder but that's...
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poem:
I need to win the lotto 
Don't you hate it when you need money and you'll have it, but not until a day or 2 after you needed it??
Don't you hate it when you need money and you'll have it, but not until a day or 2 after you needed it?? Thought I should get rid of that last entry.
The sister situation is surfacing again and giving me nightmares. I just want to move away and never think about it again and not worry about how the hell holidays with family are going to be like after what she's done. I feel destroyed inside and out and then tomorrow I won't even care, it won't phase me until another day comes along. Wrecked.
poem:
aww, I hope you feel better..
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Oh and by the by my best bud is from Rockford, Illinios... but any way your probably too young to have ever gone to school with him so I won't even ask if you knew him cause you probably don't so there...
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