4 weeks and no alcohol. Finally went out again lastnight to a few bars, didn't get too wasted but drunk enough to do things and say things I normally wouldn't. 
Screw it. I'm tired as hell now but I have to go to work soon. The roommate I'm supposed to moving with seems to be flaking in and out again. I wish I just had the means to up and go to EL Paso, Seattle, Portland, whatever- just away for a few months. I think I'll go to EL Paso in mid November since it's only 8 hours away. I can't wait to go. I wish I could go next week but that unlikely. Damn situation.................. 
Screw it. I'm tired as hell now but I have to go to work soon. The roommate I'm supposed to moving with seems to be flaking in and out again. I wish I just had the means to up and go to EL Paso, Seattle, Portland, whatever- just away for a few months. I think I'll go to EL Paso in mid November since it's only 8 hours away. I can't wait to go. I wish I could go next week but that unlikely. Damn situation.................. 
the funny phrase there is "el paso is only eight hours away...." not so far away i guess but if you tell someone in england that an eight hour drive isn't that far they look at you cockeyed cause they looked at me that way when i said that people drive six to eight hours in a day just to get away for the weekend.....
that sucks about your supposed roommate flaking out on you like that....what a wierdo....