you ever have it when you give and care so much for someone that you love but at the same time it fucking destroyes you to do so. you know you shouldnt love this person as much as you do because they dont give even half as much back. its like wanting something that you cant ever have. to what end do you go to. how far do you absolutly go until you collapse inside. when is enough enough. is it ever for someone that you love. someone that needs serious help and support. i think of all the times people sould have given up on me but they didnt. i just hate this feeling of my chest being stepped on when i try so hard. its like you try so hard and they dont even notice. to what end.
