Happy 16th Birthday to my @SuicideGirls family! It's strange to look …

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xoxo💋

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jozsef:
It's been 11 years for me, which seems like a while but I see you've got me beat. 😍 
arsenic:
It's actually only been about 14 for me, but I'm so proud to be a part of this family, I celebrate all the years.☺️ @sean and @missy gave me the greatest family I have ever had, I appreciate them and this community more than I could ever express..💗

My dearest Cats and Bats...

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The amount of never-ending adversities that have been thrown in my lap over the last year has been absolutely insane, these last few months especially.

Those that know me, know how much the slightest amount of stress will send my body into a Crohn's flare, which often includes incessant vomiting of blood and bile, and constant trips to the bathroom where I proceed to painfully
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tali79:
Love you. Hope your crohns has died down. If you ever need to talk to relieve some stress give me a call or texted. Miss you young lady
arsenic:
Thank you my Loves.. The last couple days have been a step up, I've been moving around a lot more, and went for a walk on the beach, which always helps me feel better. I literally take life breath by breath, so I don't overwhelm myself. I'm so grateful to be alive and be around the people I'm around. I'm blessed in so many ways, and sometimes I just need to take a break from it all, as it can be too much at times. Thank you so much for sticking by my side through all of this.. 💗 

Now drops the "Sweetest Drop.."

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So it's been one year and one day since moving to California. I have done so many amazing things and met so many amazing people.

I got the chance to shoot with @Sawa within the first month of being here, and it was such an amazing experience. I think the only thing I would have changed was my level of anxiety, which caused my palms...
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arsenic:
@slyxxx180 I hope I didn't come across as unhappy about my place in this world, because I'm most definitely not. Quite the opposite actually.. I apologize if I sounded unhappy about who I am, that is certainly NOT the case. While I am going through a rough time, I love who I am, and I wouldn't change a thing about myself. I was hoping that would be easier to understand, but perhaps I need to work on my wording...
slyxxx180:
No need for a apology darlin at all, I was giving you praise and telling you to keep pushing and doing what makes you happy. Telling others that try to tell you different too piss off, I'm sorry if my words came out different to you darlin 😑
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