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I want nothing, am nothing, and will always be nothing. Such is the tale of the nameless dark that sat at the computer typing random shit.

I want freedom from the unfullfilled desires that devour me daily. And to eat a big piece of chocolate dessert without getting sick.

sigh
i know that experience all too well.
my heart is racing right now just reliving it
god i hated being young
but id do it all again in an instant

Yeah, way late for me, but that brawd is a bitch. If it were me, I would have blown a gasket. I was like that as a kid, tended to lose control, would gone berserk and tore into everyone around me without concern or caring. That really really sucks, I'm sorry, that kind of humiliation is way beyond what I could have dealt with in a sane way, and I would never mention it again, you're a better man than me, that's for damn sure.

Late on this one, but enjoy the waffles!!!

Shit. I had a huge response for you but I fucked it up and deleted it. It's alright, i was taking to seriously anyway. Let me sum it up quicker and with less prentesion.

1) I agree with you on the idea that seeking "depth' is a contrived way to experience quality. I was thinking of it more in the reverse, which is in seeking quality, in whatever form, one has a chance to experience more depth from life as a whole. "Realness" is a measurement of quality in experience, don't you think?

2) On the idea of love, I absolutely agree. Shakespeare said it before us and he did it better; 'Love sought is good; but given unsought, is better." You can't try and force things to happen and you have to let it happen. In my experience, if it's quality and if it's perfect, everything happens right anyway, wether you're trying or not.
But if it's not, then I suggest one applies the concept of selectiveness in experiences and not take second best. Too many unhappy couples who don't even make eye contact after a while in this world.

See, I lived with this family where the dad really wanted a pool, both the parents made alright money, but they spent it all on buying tons of crap, so they never really had that much cash available. They went the walmart solution and got one of those vinyl above ground pools where you drop the hose in while you're assembling the plastic ladder. He was so happy the first day he had it, and in his mind you could tell that he was picturing it was the thing he really wanted; probably some far more expensive version with a deck installed around it, stronger walls. I bet he had been sitting on exact picture of how he imagined it for months, if not years.
The pool, over the course of the summer, got gross and the wall began to sag in on itself and it quickly showed why it was so inexpensive. It wasn't even a pool, it was a representation of a pool, and those cost less.
It got to be that he didn't look at it anymore. Couldn't bear to the cheap crappy version of his dream.

He stayed at the office a lot too. Didn't talk to his wife much.
You know?

Sounds like althouh you are in bumfucknowhere, you're having fun. More fun than I am having, tell you that much for sure. Booze, good. Spin the bottle, good. Getting hit on by someone of the same sex when you don't swing that way, flattering, but unwelcome. Wet girls, you are one lucky fella!!!

Yup, you're having a good time, pat yourself on the back and pray the watter's warmer tomorrow.

Toodles!

Oh yeah, and if i knew where you were, I'd probably go break you out and drag you to a few topless bars to "lift your spirits." Hell, it always works for me...

tickle tickle snorey head

You're in Michigan?!?
You poor poor bastard...

Flamengos ... i'v never had flamengo...

Holy shit you remember the name of it. You're awesome.

A picture is worth what...? A thousand words...?

Dude, that sucks. Straight up just sucks, I'm sorry. But if I was there, I'd most likely be one of those guys you need to take care of, so at least it wasn't worse, you could have been hasled by cops. Sorry dude, keep the chin up and the nose to the grind stone, that sounds kind of painful now that I think about it, so just keep to that first one. Toodles!!


And dammit, I told you to enjoy the waffles!!!

Anytime a woman gives you a phone number, it means she wants to get to know you better. It might not be the sexy type of "get to know you better," but there is no bad way to get to know someone better, unless they're a psychol.

As far as bad news goes, you've got to just roll with the punches because there is always something good in everything, but I don't need to tell you that, obviously you've already got it. I'm glad to see you felt better after getting some sleep.

You seriously never cease to amazing me.

you aint seen nothing yet.

jesus. glad you're alright.

firearms are never good ever.
you are an amazing friend
everyone should have a friend like you

That's fucking cool, on all three!!! How in the hell did you catch someone getting road head anyway? Congratulations on the red cross certification again, go out and save some lives now!!!

CPR, huh? yeah.. well, we'll see tomorrow.

Name change for me means advance in personality and state of mind, sorry for the confusion!

Tuff thing to do when it comes to Dad's! Right on

It is an amazing sensation to actually feel yourself changing in response to the challenges that life presents. I can only compare it to how a flower must feel when it is blooming...



And I must agree, becoming a man who understands the value of patience (particularly with the women who vex us) is so difficult, yet I cannot help but to believe it will be so worth it when the relationship ripens like a succulent peach..

he was awesome, wasn't he? he's the pimp mold from which all pimps are made.