Update: a little later:
imagination + lassisitude = escapism
imagination + motivation = creativity
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Stabbing Westward: Wither, Blister, Burn and Peel
Stting at desk with wet hair
I have run out of energy for this semester. I can't wait unil it is over. Then i will be able to:
sit outside and read a book for as long as i want
make a mobile with all my crow feathers
drink tea and play Go
shop for used CD's
spend the day and night with J
go food shopping
make dinner and eat it with my new housemates
Have been thinnking idly about the possibility of not coming back to school in the fall, mainly because i forgot to fill out my financial aid form, so i don't know how much aid i will get at this late date. Next year would be a crappy year for taking time off again because that is when J is going to Japan, and i was supposed to go study there for a semester so we wouldn't have to be apart for the whole year. Well i am probably just worried about it because it's a stressful time of year right now.
On the upside, ONLY ONE MORE WEEK!!! Last exam is a week from tomorrow.
imagination + lassisitude = escapism
imagination + motivation = creativity
---------------------------------------------------------
Stabbing Westward: Wither, Blister, Burn and Peel
Stting at desk with wet hair
I have run out of energy for this semester. I can't wait unil it is over. Then i will be able to:
sit outside and read a book for as long as i want
make a mobile with all my crow feathers
drink tea and play Go
shop for used CD's
spend the day and night with J
go food shopping
make dinner and eat it with my new housemates
Have been thinnking idly about the possibility of not coming back to school in the fall, mainly because i forgot to fill out my financial aid form, so i don't know how much aid i will get at this late date. Next year would be a crappy year for taking time off again because that is when J is going to Japan, and i was supposed to go study there for a semester so we wouldn't have to be apart for the whole year. Well i am probably just worried about it because it's a stressful time of year right now.
On the upside, ONLY ONE MORE WEEK!!! Last exam is a week from tomorrow.
Sitting at desk
2 damned hours of sleep again... not so bright, trilobyte...
Your list should include taking naps. Or just stretching out and relaxing, taking it in, not having to go anywhere or do anything.
Fill out the forms anyways, late though it may be. If it comes back light and then you then have to either take time off or have a reduced course load, so be it. If you just blow it off now, you may be living with regret next fall and that wouldn't be so good. At least in my opinion.
Good luck making it through the next week. I know that on paper it's just seven more days, but as these things go it tends to be the pinnacle of stress with each day being longer than the previous.
Now I need to grab a shower and get to work... then come home and die again... On one hand I feel dumb for intentionally doing things that I know will hurt. It's masochistic and self destructive? No, I think I just weighed it and figured that it was worth the agony. Sure, that's easy to determine when you're not in the actual agony lol...
Good luck with your papers. It'll all be over soon.