aproximation

A little adventure tonight, but first...
Work was filled with the confused. Some people didnt even know they were in a cafe I think. Perhaps everyone was still drunk. I have been perpetuating this foggy lack-of-sleep/hangover for a while now and things arn't getting done, but I am not hurting too much either.
Or perhaps just not consciously, as, well let me back up a bit.

So after work I come home and watch episodes 3 and 4 of twin peaks whilst eating dinner with my roomate (the woman sitting in this picture) .
During the show I get invited to a poker game at the home of some people I work with. These people are all drug afficanidos of the (very neary) highest caliber: perscriptions and narcotics, but nothing intervenious. It also starts snowing again.

I finish the dvd and dinner and decide to go to the game, but I also have to take this dvd back and it is really snowing now. I have no car so I run 12 blocks to the video station, then 35-40 blocks to the guys house. God save the iPod: the trip was a BLAST. Garguantuan flakes of snow falling on a night that is almost warm, and music like depeche mode remixes and duran duran playing in my head (so I'm really cheesy some times ).

I won ten dollars and some perscription drugs. Also the 18 year old girl thought I was alright . Actually I managed to not weird out or offend anyone there! The were all drunk and high though. Lots of social games that start as exciting and end painful - for the people there of couse, I have no vested interest in these people really and that is the reason I can see these thinly veiled patterns of behavior.

The elation (I dont think that is what it is but my eyes are pritty wide open and I have had no drugs besides eating way too much today) is still going on. I wish this happened when I was of sound mind so I could get some shit done.

Enough, I must stop myself and try to go to sleep!
Arrrgh!
Are you asleep?
How 'bout now?
now?
now?
now?
now?
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