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I can connect with everyone but connect with no one...

This silly shrink. I tell him unabashedly (almost) everything I can and he thinks mindfullness will fix me right up (after asking about my interest in meds). I don't think anything can fix me right up.
Grrrrr.
I'm such a weakling. I even got another appointment with him to spend another pile of money on repairing the unrepairable. Crap!
I want a drink, or pain, or something...
Poop.

Or a hug

I don't know what I was thinking.
What is he thinking with this mindfulness stuff? I guess its the best way he knows how... I should call and cancel my future appointment with him. its just not going to work out.