I got home from work just a moment ago. There is a girl who does the same job as me, so I only see her at shift changes, and I think she is developing some weird unspoken attachment to me. It kind of scares me cause I hate to dissapoint as I am not interested in a romantic relationship with her, and she has so much trouble in her mind I think. 
But a cute little girl (Im guessing from height and behavior she is 19 or so) came up to the counter all embarrased and said that she was moving but that she thought I was the best barista! I was so shocked that all I could say was thank you and that it was a very nice thing to say. Now I feel kinda like a shit for just grinning like an idiot while this little girl did this amasing thing. She has the coolest style of the people that come into ye olde shoppe too. She is underspoken but says so much with her eyes that hide behind her long strait black bangs. She had been coming in for years and I watched her style change from raver cutsie girl with the stuffed animal tiny backpack to the modern slacker punk aesthetic.
Dont think we dont notice!
It made my day
So after all the positive things you people had to say I think I will call the shrink tomarrow. It still freaks me out in a "Im a failure cause I cant help myself" kind of way. I have this bulshit pride thing that needs to die. That was part of the reason for the mohawk...
All the more reason to call...
So I got home and reheated this stir-fry I made. The only soy sauce I have is in this industrial sized gallon jug and as I poured some on my foods some became TONS. Rice was floating in the soy sauce at the bottom of the bowl.
So you may hear about a kid found mummified in Colorado, eyes glazed over like pickled fish and salt crystals growing form his oral orafice.
Thanks all for the support!
I will tell you how it goes, and i will post some of my theory bull here as I write it. Im using it for grad school apps I think!
Im also going to stay home cause me thinks Im getting sick
Plus my thinking is that if I hold back on the drinking and drugs I might be able to AFFORD having someone smack me in my mental ass...
Now Im thinking of spanking...
mmmmmmmm....
But a cute little girl (Im guessing from height and behavior she is 19 or so) came up to the counter all embarrased and said that she was moving but that she thought I was the best barista! I was so shocked that all I could say was thank you and that it was a very nice thing to say. Now I feel kinda like a shit for just grinning like an idiot while this little girl did this amasing thing. She has the coolest style of the people that come into ye olde shoppe too. She is underspoken but says so much with her eyes that hide behind her long strait black bangs. She had been coming in for years and I watched her style change from raver cutsie girl with the stuffed animal tiny backpack to the modern slacker punk aesthetic.
Dont think we dont notice!
It made my day
So after all the positive things you people had to say I think I will call the shrink tomarrow. It still freaks me out in a "Im a failure cause I cant help myself" kind of way. I have this bulshit pride thing that needs to die. That was part of the reason for the mohawk...
All the more reason to call...
So I got home and reheated this stir-fry I made. The only soy sauce I have is in this industrial sized gallon jug and as I poured some on my foods some became TONS. Rice was floating in the soy sauce at the bottom of the bowl.
So you may hear about a kid found mummified in Colorado, eyes glazed over like pickled fish and salt crystals growing form his oral orafice.
Thanks all for the support!
I will tell you how it goes, and i will post some of my theory bull here as I write it. Im using it for grad school apps I think!
Im also going to stay home cause me thinks Im getting sick
Plus my thinking is that if I hold back on the drinking and drugs I might be able to AFFORD having someone smack me in my mental ass...
Now Im thinking of spanking...
mmmmmmmm....
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-You would only be a failure if you didn't do something to help yourself...
speaking of functioning in society, sgcolorado is doing some sort of bowling thing...somewhere. you should go. i'm not sure when it is, yet.