Soooo....I'm working.... A LOT. The last 3 weeks have been 6 day weeks and I'm tired.
Next week I signed up to work Monday (MLK) which would normally be my day off (I work Tues-Sat) and I said that I would work it if I could have Tuesday off. I just need to have a couple days!
So next Monday, I will totally be up...
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Next week I signed up to work Monday (MLK) which would normally be my day off (I work Tues-Sat) and I said that I would work it if I could have Tuesday off. I just need to have a couple days!
So next Monday, I will totally be up...
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Hmmm so I didn't update from last Friday, but there was more drinking and sex involved.
Right now Ryan is in Wisconsin, helping a friend (who happens to be a girl) with a fashion show... I'm not sure how I feel about it... I don't think of Ryan as someone who would cheat just to get back at me, at all. But because I'm so...
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Right now Ryan is in Wisconsin, helping a friend (who happens to be a girl) with a fashion show... I'm not sure how I feel about it... I don't think of Ryan as someone who would cheat just to get back at me, at all. But because I'm so...
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semiretiredpunk:
I hope you're doing well. 
Last night recap:
Dick sucking
Ass fucking
Pussy eating
Handcuffs
Dirty pictures
Vibrator
Fisting
Slapping
On the kitchen counter
From behind
Titty fucking
69
Hair pulling
Mouth fucking
Choking
Dick sucking
Ass fucking
Pussy eating
Handcuffs
Dirty pictures
Vibrator
Fisting
Slapping
On the kitchen counter
From behind
Titty fucking
69
Hair pulling
Mouth fucking
Choking
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swbdog:
A very pleasant turn of events. Good for you!
jace:
Oh dude, I was just being a pervy little shit. <3
Ryan let me get super drunk last night and then fucked my brains out.
It was a dick sucking, ass smacking, belt choking, pussy eating, ass fucking good time.
That is all.
It was a dick sucking, ass smacking, belt choking, pussy eating, ass fucking good time.
That is all.
theslugger:
Ryans lucky...
sunspun:
Most excellent.
Today was probably the roughest day for me...
All of my things are out of the apartment. I don't think I could have done it any other way. It took me 10minutes just to get up the nerve to get out of my car to go inside.
It made me feel like a part of my life was over.
All of my things are out of the apartment. I don't think I could have done it any other way. It took me 10minutes just to get up the nerve to get out of my car to go inside.
It made me feel like a part of my life was over.
So I'm moving back to my parents, but we're going to work on rebuilding our relationship. I still love him with all my heart and he finally said he loved me back.
It's going to be hard and quite a process, but I think we can work through it.
It's going to be hard and quite a process, but I think we can work through it.
drama:
Good luck hope it works out for you
dpgc44:
This is a big step for you guys. Happy that it is heading to the right direction. Hope both you guys have the patience because the results will depend on it.
Alrighty... Got a page and a bit done and only just getting to the good parts.
Gonna go take care of some "business" and then get to bed. Work in the early AM.
Gonna go take care of some "business" and then get to bed. Work in the early AM.
jeremisio:
did you end up sharing it with him?
the_libertine:
I just noticed you in the Doctor Who group... and I love your screen name! LOVE IT.
Okay... I'll go away now.
Okay... I'll go away now.
Writing a dirty story....
Wonder if I should send it to the boy when I'm done....would it make things worse?
Wonder if I should send it to the boy when I'm done....would it make things worse?
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jeremisio:
yeah, I am not sure where you guys are right now, but I would enjoy it for yourself for the time being. And then later after sleeping on it see how you feel about the sharing part.
apriloneil:
Well we're "Meh." I mean we still aren't living together at the moment, but he'll come out for dinner and he came over for new years. Plus it's a dirty story of us...
Fuck you, New Year....
Mixed signals.
Tears, headache and heartache.
Even still, I love you.
No kiss, half a hug and a "talk to you later."
Is this what we've become?
Barely friends?
This can't be a relationship anymore.
This is killing me, can't you see?
I need resolution. I need answers.
You're pulling away from me.
I need to heal. I need to know...
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Mixed signals.
Tears, headache and heartache.
Even still, I love you.
No kiss, half a hug and a "talk to you later."
Is this what we've become?
Barely friends?
This can't be a relationship anymore.
This is killing me, can't you see?
I need resolution. I need answers.
You're pulling away from me.
I need to heal. I need to know...
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Damn you SG in making me think that I had cancelled my account and then charging me for another month! Rawr...
On another note, Ryan is still trying to figure his stuff out.... I've been at my parents since Christmas Eve. They've gone for the weekend so I invited Ryan over for New Years. He's "taking a nap and then letting me know."
How am...
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On another note, Ryan is still trying to figure his stuff out.... I've been at my parents since Christmas Eve. They've gone for the weekend so I invited Ryan over for New Years. He's "taking a nap and then letting me know."
How am...
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So yesterday wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. Ryan had gone to a family friend's house the night before and I'm guessing had a long talk with her about what was going on. Truly the first time he's talked about his side of the situation with anyone. It seemed to have really helped.
He went to a couple movies with us and then to...
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He went to a couple movies with us and then to...
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Fuck you, Christmas...
How can I be merry when my boyfriend thinks I want to break up? When he won't fucking talk to me. When I have to practically move back to my parent's house, because he doesn't want me around.
How can I be merry when my boyfriend thinks I want to break up? When he won't fucking talk to me. When I have to practically move back to my parent's house, because he doesn't want me around.
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dpgc44:
It will work hun. Believe.
Criminal Minds is addictive. I feel like I've seen every episode twice though no doubt there is plenty I have not seen.