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Still haven't finished the paper, for all those interested.

Irrational fears must be the most ridiculously frustrating phenomenon imaginable. This being because they are, perversely, the hardest to overcome. Reasonable fears, of reasonable fearful things? Tough, but doable, because the stimulus lays within the bounds of reason. But senseless fears, things that one KNOWS they should relax about, that usually have to do with silly,...
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Ah yes, I came on to my computer to work on my paper, and yet somehow, I find myself here...funny how that happens, eh?

Thanksgiving was lovely, all in all, and my family behaved themselves in regards to Alex. Though his comment about the amount of wine on the table was received with amusement - hey, they're Italian, what do you expect? My desserts were...
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I am so. bloody. tired. Not sleepy, just weary. Welcome, ladies and gentlemen, to the world of fucking midterm season!

*ahem*

Now, now that I've got that out, I'll say that it's not the worst it could be. My first paper isn't due until Tuesday, we're only allowed to use class readings, and I've got Monday off for Thanksgiving, so I'll be writing it then....
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Ah, so, I think it's been determined that I think far too much. Hah, see, there, I'm thinking again. However, what I'm thinking most about is something I really shouldn't be thinking at all, and yet it occupies my thoughts with distressing persistance. Mrowr. Someone needs to distract me. Now.

Aside from that little, 'Erin is neurotic' announcement, it's all happy/cheerful over here. The poison...
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I am sick. Very, very, very sick. I want to send evil ninjas to the restaurant where we ate dinner last night to perform evil deeds to the evil people who made my evil poisoned food. *sniff* Does Gravol work for food poisoning? I tried to get ready to leave for the bus this morning, but I just couldn't do it. So I passed out...
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Why, WHY, have I not made a post about my deliriously joyful anticipation of November 1st? Seriously, my apologies, I've not given an accurate depiction of my mental state thus far. Why, you may ask (you being the, oh, I assume 2 or 3 people who actually read my little newbie blog), am I so excited for the 1st?

BECAUSE JOSHUA'S PUTTING A PRETTY PICTURE...
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I have a vast and growing hatred of my wireless connection. It's down, yet again, and has been for 3 days. I can check my email and such on the campus computers, but...mrowr. This sucks.

On the bright side, two happy news items this morning:

1) Alex (Burn_bomb)is back on SG! Cue joyful noises here...

2) I am about to go to IHOP,...
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So, I had a bit of a breakdown last night. It's weird, lately my hormones have been all screwy, and along with making my chestal region very very sensitive (alternately a good and bad thing), it's sending my emotions on a roller coaster the likes of which haven't been seen since puberty. It's really starting to piss me off, as a matter of fact. Anyways,...
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Aw, look, I'm all new and eager. Two posts in two days, I'm so proud of myself. Except for the whole 'on here instead of doing my readings' thing...but never mind that for now.

I realized I cut my hair, and have no evidence of it in my portrait album (it being all shiny and new, see). Thus, to satisfy my own vanity, here's a...
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