I've been listening to a lot of Godspeed You Black Emperor and Thee Silver Mt Zion lately. The future seems so bleak and dark when you listen to them. That is the same fear running through my head day in and day out. I want to be optimistic but i'm not. I look around me, I watch the news, I listen to people talk and...
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Will Oldham was amazing last night, as always.
Apocalypse_Dude and I had a wonderful time with Egon and Mercy
Tonight is Tattooed Moms with the SG crew..including the super duper Sandra!
I'm feeling better today. Thank you all. I just was so emotionally drained yesterday. I still feel very fragile today. Like i'm not totally up to my normal self. I still feel very...
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Apocalypse_Dude and I had a wonderful time with Egon and Mercy
Tonight is Tattooed Moms with the SG crew..including the super duper Sandra!
I'm feeling better today. Thank you all. I just was so emotionally drained yesterday. I still feel very fragile today. Like i'm not totally up to my normal self. I still feel very...
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kay:
I'm glad you are feeling better.
I am thankful you are going to look at a doc that knows whassup too.
Hope your weekend is stellar.
~cheers
I am thankful you are going to look at a doc that knows whassup too.
Hope your weekend is stellar.
~cheers
monsterbaby:
I really hope your weekend going good.
I want to say "feel better" but perhaps it just a speed bump to better things ahead.
It something I want to believe in really bad, I just going through something sort of similar. Instead it's anger and I have no idea where it comes from.
Anger=Poo
If only I could cry it out instead of wanting to throw things or punch walls like a boy. It really makes no sense.
ah, don't mind me, I just wanted to stop by and say "hi."
take care
I want to say "feel better" but perhaps it just a speed bump to better things ahead.
It something I want to believe in really bad, I just going through something sort of similar. Instead it's anger and I have no idea where it comes from.
Anger=Poo
If only I could cry it out instead of wanting to throw things or punch walls like a boy. It really makes no sense.
ah, don't mind me, I just wanted to stop by and say "hi."
take care
I feel like crap on so many levels.
I look like death. My face is pale, my lips are pale, I'm sweating and I'm cold. My stomach refuses to have anything to do with food. My eyes are blurry. I didn't get any sleep last night. I'm exhausted and nauseous.
Mentally i'm a mess. I've been having real trouble beating down the self destructive thoughts...
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I look like death. My face is pale, my lips are pale, I'm sweating and I'm cold. My stomach refuses to have anything to do with food. My eyes are blurry. I didn't get any sleep last night. I'm exhausted and nauseous.
Mentally i'm a mess. I've been having real trouble beating down the self destructive thoughts...
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theb0y:
I hope fred (he doesn't deserve caps) stops giving you shit and just up and leaves one day while taking all his bad energy with him. Or alternately you find a doctor that can take care of fred with the minimum of pain and side-effects.
Your selflessnesss will be rewarded. Karma is neat like that. Enjoy the weekend and relax.
(you know you have to be doing something good, we only met once and I empathize with you and I'm trying to figure out how I can help.)
Hope you feel tons better.
Your selflessnesss will be rewarded. Karma is neat like that. Enjoy the weekend and relax.
(you know you have to be doing something good, we only met once and I empathize with you and I'm trying to figure out how I can help.)
Hope you feel tons better.
goob:
did you get your banana split?
hope the weekend is bringing you better things.
hope the weekend is bringing you better things.
Klaire is an SG!!!!
My favorite person ever is now sporting the pink. go give her love!!!!!
Kay will take over the earth!
My favorite person ever is now sporting the pink. go give her love!!!!!
Kay will take over the earth!
kay:
*smooch* Thanks. You are too sweet.
~cheers
You are too sweet.
~cheers
egon:
does she really live in antarctica?
Oh, and what of the show to-morrow
Oh, and what of the show to-morrow
Thanks for the kind words everyone. I'm glad i'm not alone in my neurosies.
I think my hair felt sorry for me, because it behaved and was happily styled this morning. Its standing up for a change. I can go a couple more weeks before i have to cut it. Yay!
I have to cut it once a month. Its the curse of short styled...
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I think my hair felt sorry for me, because it behaved and was happily styled this morning. Its standing up for a change. I can go a couple more weeks before i have to cut it. Yay!
I have to cut it once a month. Its the curse of short styled...
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kay:
I know. It is making me batty. It was not for a lack of me trying to be Klaire. They were not having it.
~cheers
~cheers
kay:
*laughter* Thanks sweetie. I'm finally starting to get excited by the whole thing. Yeah, I am excited. 
*hug* I just got off the phone with my 2nd ex husband who was just extending the congratulations. He is the one who thought I should be an SG, so he is the one who's fault it all is.
~cheers
*hug* I just got off the phone with my 2nd ex husband who was just extending the congratulations. He is the one who thought I should be an SG, so he is the one who's fault it all is.
~cheers
When I Go Deaf
by: Low
When I go deaf
I won't even mind
I'll be all right
I'll be just fine
I'll stay out all night
Looking at the sky
I'll still have my sight
Yeah, I'll still have my eyes
And, we will make love
we won't have to fight
we won't have to speak
and we won't have to lie
And, i'll...
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by: Low
When I go deaf
I won't even mind
I'll be all right
I'll be just fine
I'll stay out all night
Looking at the sky
I'll still have my sight
Yeah, I'll still have my eyes
And, we will make love
we won't have to fight
we won't have to speak
and we won't have to lie
And, i'll...
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maxi:
oh man, i know how you feel! sometimes our own minds are our worst enemies for sure, its hard not to let shit like that snowball out of control. I think that's why women use shopping as a therapy! why don't you go do something new, like go get a new piercing or tattoo, or some new shoes, ort get your hair done, or a facial, or afternoon tea with a friend! you need a pick me up!
((Hugs))
BTW i came up with a solution to summertime Office Air Condition, + skinny bright colored Office Scarfs!!!!
((Hugs))
BTW i came up with a solution to summertime Office Air Condition, + skinny bright colored Office Scarfs!!!!
Picture is in honor of House of 1000 corpses.
Rob Zombie....god....sex sex sex. Swoon. He makes me all weak in the knees....
Ten Things i'm good at, by Aponia Suicide
1. Knitting (well, thats obvious)
2. Drinking
3. Make-up application
4. Sex
5. Knowing obscure pop culture information
6. Kissing
7. Getting an outfit together
8. Shopping
9. Screaming (horror movie style)
10. Writing poetry...
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Rob Zombie....god....sex sex sex. Swoon. He makes me all weak in the knees....
Ten Things i'm good at, by Aponia Suicide
1. Knitting (well, thats obvious)
2. Drinking
3. Make-up application
4. Sex
5. Knowing obscure pop culture information
6. Kissing
7. Getting an outfit together
8. Shopping
9. Screaming (horror movie style)
10. Writing poetry...
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apocalypse_dude:
yeah right
you aint nothing but a punk ass sucka
you aint nothing but a punk ass sucka
stasia:
halloween wedding would RULE!!!
i just need a personal asst to help me answer al of my emails!!!
it seriously takes up HALF of my day
i just need a personal asst to help me answer al of my emails!!!
it seriously takes up HALF of my day
Good fucking lord do I love me some Rob Zombie!!!!!
Just saw House of 1000 Corpses......good lord...it was pretty good. The end just fell apart, but it was awesome for most of the movie.
I have this huge crush on rob Zombie and I think this just reinforced it.
That man is sex with dreads....seriously!
Meow...I'm all...rowr now...meow!
I need to go take a cold...
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Just saw House of 1000 Corpses......good lord...it was pretty good. The end just fell apart, but it was awesome for most of the movie.
I have this huge crush on rob Zombie and I think this just reinforced it.
That man is sex with dreads....seriously!
Meow...I'm all...rowr now...meow!
I need to go take a cold...
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apocalypse_dude:
well aren't you a saucy little monkey
fieldofdepth:
I haven't seen it yet but at least now I know I'm not the only one who wants to rape Rob Zombie. You don't have a thing for Henry Rollins do you? That would just be too weird.
I love Iced coffee. Its like liquid Heaven. Mmmm...
My weekend was mellow. I spent most of it hanging out with Apocalypse_dude, not doing anything of importance, which was great. We went record shopping, ate ice cream, walked all over the city, went to Redding Terminal Market, and made homemade mac and cheese.
Its supposed to be lovely this week. Low 80's on Wedsenday....
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My weekend was mellow. I spent most of it hanging out with Apocalypse_dude, not doing anything of importance, which was great. We went record shopping, ate ice cream, walked all over the city, went to Redding Terminal Market, and made homemade mac and cheese.
Its supposed to be lovely this week. Low 80's on Wedsenday....
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teena:
thanks for the movie recommendations. i'm updating my queue now
i'm updating my queue now 
franandzooey:
My new drink lately is golden milk. It's a yogi drink that basically consists of turmeric, soy milk (regular milk can be used too), almond oil and water...oh and honey! I feel way better when I drink it. It's suppose to help loosen your joints (for stretching) and good stuff like that. I'm hooked!
Anyway, I don't think business has been affected too much by the Lucky Mag. spread. Only time will tell. I am suppose to have my ipod cases come out in the june/july issue of BUST Magazine which will be better for business because it will actually say www.charcoaldesigns.com instead of cutxpaste which Lucky magazines readers would have to go through first to find my stuff. The editor from BUST Mag. emailed me the other day and said that she is sending me a free issue of the june/july issue which is really cool of them!
How is your knitting going? Any new creations?
Anyway, I don't think business has been affected too much by the Lucky Mag. spread. Only time will tell. I am suppose to have my ipod cases come out in the june/july issue of BUST Magazine which will be better for business because it will actually say www.charcoaldesigns.com instead of cutxpaste which Lucky magazines readers would have to go through first to find my stuff. The editor from BUST Mag. emailed me the other day and said that she is sending me a free issue of the june/july issue which is really cool of them!
How is your knitting going? Any new creations?
Go say hi to Apocalypse_dude right now. He wants your friendship and saucy comments.
I'm hungry and horny.
I need new cds in the worst way.
Its cold outside and I'm wearing capris and flip flops because I don't care.
How did my boy get more comments then me? Don't you all love me anymore?
Give me some love.
And by the way...your all still...
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I'm hungry and horny.
I need new cds in the worst way.
Its cold outside and I'm wearing capris and flip flops because I don't care.
How did my boy get more comments then me? Don't you all love me anymore?
Give me some love.
And by the way...your all still...
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user092834:
hey, i tried to call you last night. did you already get your tickets for will oldham? because if not, i have 2 extra. let me know!
rubysparkle:
Love for ya!
[Edited on Apr 26, 2005 1:07AM]